1 00:00:04,200 --> 00:00:06,733 Robert: THE TASKS THAT KATHRYN HAS TO ENDURE EVERY DAY, 2 00:00:06,733 --> 00:00:09,600 IT'S NOT WHAT SHE SIGNED UP FOR, COMING INTO MY LIFE. 3 00:00:14,467 --> 00:00:16,467 ** 4 00:00:16,467 --> 00:00:18,167 AAH, GOD! 5 00:00:18,167 --> 00:00:19,333 AAH! 6 00:00:19,333 --> 00:00:22,933 MY LIFE IS WASTING AWAY, AND I HATE IT. 7 00:00:22,933 --> 00:00:26,333 I TRIED TO CHANGE, BUT SOMETHING ALWAYS KNOCKS ME DOWN. 8 00:00:30,300 --> 00:00:32,333 ** 9 00:00:35,067 --> 00:00:38,033 [ GASPS ] I AM VERY MISERABLE IN THIS BODY, 10 00:00:38,033 --> 00:00:40,033 AND I FEEL LIKE I'M A TICKING TIME BOMB. 11 00:00:44,767 --> 00:00:47,267 OH, JUST PRAY FOR ME. 12 00:00:47,267 --> 00:00:49,100 OH, MY LEG! 13 00:00:49,100 --> 00:00:50,433 SIT DOWN RIGHT THERE. WAIT. 14 00:00:50,433 --> 00:00:51,667 YOU'RE MAKING ME MAD, NOW. 15 00:00:51,667 --> 00:00:53,667 THIS IS COMPLETELY UNACCEPTABLE. 16 00:00:58,000 --> 00:01:00,100 Robert: MY LIFE, IT'S LIKE LIVING A DEATH SENTENCE. 17 00:01:00,100 --> 00:01:01,133 AAH. 18 00:01:01,133 --> 00:01:02,833 OOH. OW, [ BLEEP ]! 19 00:01:02,833 --> 00:01:04,633 THIS IS NO LIFE FOR ANYONE. 20 00:01:09,567 --> 00:01:12,633 ** 21 00:01:12,633 --> 00:01:16,267 Kathryn: NO MATTER HOW SCARY THE ROAD AHEAD LOOKS, 22 00:01:16,267 --> 00:01:18,900 WHEN THE PERSON YOU LOVE DESPERATELY NEEDS HELP, 23 00:01:18,900 --> 00:01:22,167 YOU'LL FIGHT WITH ALL THAT YOU HAVE TO GIVE IT TO THEM. 24 00:01:26,267 --> 00:01:28,300 ** 25 00:01:33,233 --> 00:01:35,267 ** 26 00:01:38,667 --> 00:01:40,667 ** 27 00:01:40,667 --> 00:01:44,333 OH. 28 00:01:44,333 --> 00:01:45,767 THE FIRST THING I THINK OF WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING 29 00:01:45,767 --> 00:01:50,767 IS THAT I FEEL BLESSED AND SHOCKED AT THE SAME TIME 30 00:01:50,767 --> 00:01:54,700 BECAUSE IT'S ALMOST UNBELIEVABLE THAT I WOKE UP. 31 00:01:54,700 --> 00:01:58,067 THE PAIN I FEEL WHEN I WAKE UP IS ALL OVER, 32 00:01:58,067 --> 00:02:00,200 AND I FEEL LIKE SOMETIMES THAT I CAN'T TAKE 33 00:02:00,200 --> 00:02:05,133 OR LIVE THIS LIFE ONE MORE MINUTE. 34 00:02:05,133 --> 00:02:07,067 HEY, KATHRYN? Kathryn: YEAH? 35 00:02:07,067 --> 00:02:08,667 I NEED TO GO TO THE BATHROOM. 36 00:02:08,667 --> 00:02:09,700 ALL RIGHT. 37 00:02:09,700 --> 00:02:11,500 I GUESS AFTERWARDS, WE CAN SHOWER? 38 00:02:11,500 --> 00:02:14,333 YEAH. I'LL GIVE YOU A BATH. 39 00:02:14,333 --> 00:02:18,533 TO CARRY ALL THIS WEIGHT, IT'S PHYSICALLY DRAINING, 40 00:02:18,533 --> 00:02:22,167 MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY TAXING. 41 00:02:22,167 --> 00:02:23,767 IT'S NOT A PAIN OR LIFE 42 00:02:23,767 --> 00:02:26,733 I WISH ON ANYONE BECAUSE I CAN'T DO ANYTHING. 43 00:02:26,733 --> 00:02:29,333 I CAN'T DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE, ESPECIALLY MYSELF, 44 00:02:29,333 --> 00:02:31,867 SO I AM COMPLETELY DEPENDENT UPON MY FIANCéE, 45 00:02:31,867 --> 00:02:33,067 KATHRYN. 46 00:02:33,067 --> 00:02:34,100 YOU READY? 47 00:02:34,100 --> 00:02:35,533 YEAH. 48 00:02:35,533 --> 00:02:38,367 Kathryn: EVERY DAY, YOU JUST WAKE UP AND SAY, "ALL RIGHT. 49 00:02:38,367 --> 00:02:42,833 I HAVE HIM HERE WITH ME, AND I GOT TO DO WHAT I GOT TO DO." 50 00:02:42,833 --> 00:02:48,567 KNOWING THE KIND OF PAIN THAT ROB IS IN IS DEVASTATING 51 00:02:48,567 --> 00:02:52,733 BECAUSE I CAN MAINTAIN HIM, BUT I CAN'T FIX HIM. 52 00:02:52,733 --> 00:02:55,500 OH, CAREFUL. I KNOW. 53 00:02:55,500 --> 00:02:59,400 I SHOULD BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. 54 00:02:59,400 --> 00:03:01,433 SIMPLE THINGS THAT PEOPLE TAKE FOR GRANTED, 55 00:03:01,433 --> 00:03:03,067 I SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO, 56 00:03:03,067 --> 00:03:06,567 BUT IF I DIDN'T HAVE KATHRYN TO HELP ME LIKE SHE DOES, 57 00:03:06,567 --> 00:03:08,200 I WOULD BE IN THE NURSING HOME FULL-TIME 58 00:03:08,200 --> 00:03:10,867 FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. 59 00:03:10,867 --> 00:03:12,300 Kathryn: ROB IS COMPLETELY HELPLESS. 60 00:03:12,300 --> 00:03:14,833 HE DOESN'T HAVE AN AID, SO BETWEEN ME AND HIS MOTHER, 61 00:03:14,833 --> 00:03:19,800 WE TAKE CARE OF HIM, BUT I GIVE HIM HIS BATH. 62 00:03:19,800 --> 00:03:22,700 AND UNDER THE SKIN FOLDS, HE'S GETTING BOILS AND SORES, 63 00:03:22,700 --> 00:03:24,067 AND MAKING SURE THAT THEY'RE CLEAN 64 00:03:24,067 --> 00:03:26,567 AND TRYING TO KEEP HIM AS INFECTION-FREE AS POSSIBLE 65 00:03:26,567 --> 00:03:31,233 BECAUSE WHEN HE GETS AN INFECTION, HE GETS AN INFECTION. 66 00:03:31,233 --> 00:03:33,700 BUT IT'S HARD TO DO THIS EVERY DAY. 67 00:03:33,700 --> 00:03:37,800 ONE, TWO. 68 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:41,233 AND IT'S KILLING ME TO SEE HIM LIKE THIS 69 00:03:41,233 --> 00:03:44,967 BECAUSE HE'S NOT LIVING LIFE AT ALL. 70 00:03:44,967 --> 00:03:46,933 AND SEEING SOMEBODY STRUGGLING ALL THE TIME 71 00:03:46,933 --> 00:03:49,067 AND NOT BEING ABLE TO TELL HIM, 72 00:03:49,067 --> 00:03:51,200 "EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY." 73 00:03:51,200 --> 00:03:52,667 I DON'T KNOW THAT. 74 00:03:52,667 --> 00:03:54,500 I DON'T KNOW IF, IN THE MORNING, HE'S GOING TO WAKE UP. 75 00:03:59,433 --> 00:04:01,533 ** 76 00:04:02,133 --> 00:04:03,167 OH. 77 00:04:07,567 --> 00:04:09,600 ** 78 00:04:12,433 --> 00:04:14,300 ONE, TWO, EASY. 79 00:04:17,633 --> 00:04:19,267 READY? 80 00:04:19,267 --> 00:04:23,300 MANAGING TO MOVE THIS WEIGHT IS TAKING EVERYTHING I HAVE, 81 00:04:23,300 --> 00:04:26,133 EVERY OUNCE OF STRENGTH. 82 00:04:26,133 --> 00:04:27,200 OKAY. 83 00:04:27,200 --> 00:04:29,767 I'M TRAPPED IN THIS BODY. I CALL IT PRISON. 84 00:04:29,767 --> 00:04:34,267 I AM TRAPPED IN MYSELF, AND THE TASKS THAT KATHRYN 85 00:04:34,267 --> 00:04:36,100 HAS TO ENDURE EVERY DAY 86 00:04:36,100 --> 00:04:37,600 JUST TO EVEN TAKE CARE OF ME, 87 00:04:37,600 --> 00:04:40,667 I CAN SEE IT WEARING DOWN HERSELF. 88 00:04:40,667 --> 00:04:42,833 IT'S CERTAINLY NOT WHAT SHE SIGNED UP FOR, 89 00:04:42,833 --> 00:04:47,900 COMING INTO MY LIFE. 90 00:04:47,900 --> 00:04:51,300 BUT THAT'S THE POSITION I FORCED US BOTH INTO RIGHT NOW. 91 00:04:53,333 --> 00:04:55,700 AND I FEEL GUILTY, 92 00:04:55,700 --> 00:04:57,700 SO THEN I'M USUALLY GETTING AGITATED OR UPSET, 93 00:04:57,700 --> 00:05:01,233 THEN WE END UP FIGHTING, AND IT'S JUST THE WORST-CASE 94 00:05:01,233 --> 00:05:02,267 SCENARIO. 95 00:05:05,433 --> 00:05:07,167 BUT IT HURTS ME INSIDE TO THINK 96 00:05:07,167 --> 00:05:10,800 THAT I HAVE BECOME DEPENDENT ON THIS WOMAN, 97 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:13,400 AND IT'S NOT FAIR TO HER. 98 00:05:13,400 --> 00:05:15,300 Kathryn: IT'S HARD TO DO THIS. 99 00:05:15,300 --> 00:05:18,067 AFTER I'M DONE GETTING HIM DRESSED AND READY FOR THE DAY, 100 00:05:18,067 --> 00:05:22,400 ME OR HIS MOM COME IN TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE WANTS TO EAT. 101 00:05:22,400 --> 00:05:24,667 Marlene: ROBERT? YEAH? 102 00:05:24,667 --> 00:05:26,667 I'M GOING TO THE GROCERY STORE. 103 00:05:26,667 --> 00:05:28,533 WHAT'S ON THE MENU FOR OUR DINNER TONIGHT? 104 00:05:28,533 --> 00:05:33,300 WELL, YOU HAD ASKED ME THE OTHER DAY TO GET KIELBASA. 105 00:05:33,300 --> 00:05:34,567 AND YOU WANT PEROGIES? 106 00:05:34,567 --> 00:05:35,633 IF THEY HAVE THEM, YEAH. 107 00:05:35,633 --> 00:05:36,800 OKAY. OKAY. 108 00:05:36,800 --> 00:05:37,967 ANYTHING ELSE? 109 00:05:37,967 --> 00:05:39,067 THE REALLY GOOD BREAD THERE, ITALIAN BREAD? 110 00:05:39,067 --> 00:05:41,067 PLEASE, YEAH. GET THE BREAD? 111 00:05:41,067 --> 00:05:42,733 HOW MANY, ROB? TWO LOAVES? 112 00:05:42,733 --> 00:05:45,433 TWO LOAVES, YEAH, THAT WOULD BE FINE. 113 00:05:45,433 --> 00:05:47,267 NO VEGETABLES, RIGHT? NO VEGETABLES, ROB. 114 00:05:47,267 --> 00:05:49,167 NO VEGETABLES. 115 00:05:49,167 --> 00:05:50,900 NO GREEN OR RED. 116 00:05:50,900 --> 00:05:51,900 YOU KNOW HOW I LIKE IT. 117 00:05:51,900 --> 00:05:53,067 I KNOW. 118 00:05:53,067 --> 00:05:54,600 I'M GOING TO BE GONE FOR ABOUT AN HOUR. 119 00:05:54,600 --> 00:05:56,833 IF YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEM, TEXT ME 911. 120 00:05:56,833 --> 00:05:57,833 OKAY. ALL RIGHT? 121 00:05:57,833 --> 00:05:58,833 AND I'LL KNOW IT'S YOU. 122 00:05:58,833 --> 00:05:59,833 OKAY. ALL RIGHT. 123 00:05:59,833 --> 00:06:01,400 YOU GOING TO BE OKAY? YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. 124 00:06:01,400 --> 00:06:03,400 I'M PROBABLY GONNA TAKE A NAP. I'M REALLY TIRED SO... 125 00:06:03,400 --> 00:06:04,667 ALL RIGHT. MAKE SURE YOU PUT YOUR MASK ON. 126 00:06:04,667 --> 00:06:06,700 OH, THE CPAP, YEAH. OKAY. 127 00:06:06,700 --> 00:06:08,633 ALL RIGHT, HONEY. ALL RIGHT, LOVE YOU, THANKS. 128 00:06:08,633 --> 00:06:11,533 SEE YOU, BABY. SEE YOU LATER, BYE-BYE. 129 00:06:11,533 --> 00:06:12,967 BYE. 130 00:06:12,967 --> 00:06:17,700 MY MOM HAS BEEN THERE THROUGH A LOT OF TOUGH TIMES FOR ME, 131 00:06:17,700 --> 00:06:23,400 BUT HER HEALTH IS VERY POOR RIGHT NOW. 132 00:06:23,400 --> 00:06:25,700 AND I SHOULD BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF MY SICK MOTHER, 133 00:06:25,700 --> 00:06:28,167 BUT I CAN'T, SO I FEEL WORTHLESS AS A MAN. 134 00:06:30,933 --> 00:06:33,300 I JUST WISH I COULD BE THE MAN THEY NEED ME TO BE. 135 00:06:35,600 --> 00:06:38,233 USUALLY, KATHRYN GETS ROBERT'S GROCERIES, 136 00:06:38,233 --> 00:06:41,767 BUT TODAY I'LL HANDLE IT. 137 00:06:41,767 --> 00:06:46,567 I TRY TO CONTROL ROBERT'S FOOD, BUT HE'S QUITE MANIPULATIVE, 138 00:06:46,567 --> 00:06:50,233 AND HE THROWS TANTRUMS AND GETS ANGRY. 139 00:06:50,233 --> 00:06:53,067 THE TYPE OF FOOD THAT ROB WANTS IS ALWAYS GREASY, 140 00:06:53,067 --> 00:06:56,567 SPICY, FILLING, SALTY. 141 00:06:56,567 --> 00:06:59,767 THAT'S WHAT HE LOVES, AND, MOST OF THE TIME, 142 00:06:59,767 --> 00:07:03,667 HE'S WITH KATHRYN, AND KATHRYN EATS THE SAME WAY HE DOES, 143 00:07:03,667 --> 00:07:07,233 SO THEY'RE QUITE COMPATIBLE THAT WAY. 144 00:07:07,233 --> 00:07:11,633 I WISH I COULD WAVE MY MAGIC WAND BECAUSE HE'S GOING TO DIE, 145 00:07:11,633 --> 00:07:14,667 AND I THINK HE'S TRYING TO KILL HIMSELF WITH FOOD. 146 00:07:14,667 --> 00:07:17,600 THIS IS LIKE A SLOW SUICIDE. 147 00:07:17,600 --> 00:07:20,133 ROBERT DOESN'T HAVE A LOT OF ENJOYMENT OR HAPPINESS 148 00:07:20,133 --> 00:07:23,067 IN HIS LIFE EXCEPT FOR FOOD. 149 00:07:23,067 --> 00:07:25,733 FOOD ACTUALLY EXCITES HIM, 150 00:07:25,733 --> 00:07:28,867 AND WHEN HE DOESN'T GET WHAT HE LIKES, 151 00:07:28,867 --> 00:07:32,533 HE BECOMES EXTREMELY ANXIOUS. 152 00:07:32,533 --> 00:07:34,933 Robert: LIVING LIFE LIKE THIS, I'VE RISKED RELATIONSHIPS, 153 00:07:34,933 --> 00:07:37,967 AND I HAVE TREMENDOUS GUILT AND SHAME 154 00:07:37,967 --> 00:07:43,200 BECAUSE I'M STILL PUTTING THE ONES THAT LOVE ME THROUGH THIS. 155 00:07:43,200 --> 00:07:46,300 BUT I ALWAYS INCORPORATED FOOD WITH FEELING BETTER 156 00:07:46,300 --> 00:07:50,967 BECAUSE IT JUST MADE THINGS BETTER FOR ME TO DEAL WITH. 157 00:07:50,967 --> 00:07:52,467 DAMN THE CONSEQUENCES. 158 00:07:52,467 --> 00:07:54,433 THAT SIMPLE PLEASURE OF EATING SOMETHING, 159 00:07:54,433 --> 00:07:57,433 AS BAD AS IT WAS FOR ME, JUST MADE ME HAPPY. 160 00:07:57,433 --> 00:07:59,633 ROBERT, I'M HOME. 161 00:07:59,633 --> 00:08:02,867 BUT THEN, AFTERWARDS, I WOULD START TO PRESSURE MYSELF 162 00:08:02,867 --> 00:08:05,367 WHY I'D EAT THAT MUCH, 163 00:08:05,367 --> 00:08:08,600 AND I COULDN'T EVEN CONTEMPLATE HOW I LET MYSELF GET LIKE THIS. 164 00:08:12,200 --> 00:08:14,600 WHEN I WAS BABY, I WAS BORN WITH A CLUBFOOT 165 00:08:14,600 --> 00:08:17,533 WITH ALMOST PERMANENT HEARING LOSS. 166 00:08:17,533 --> 00:08:19,333 MY CLUBFOOT EVENTUALLY WAS CORRECTED 167 00:08:19,333 --> 00:08:21,267 WHEN I WAS 2 OR 3 YEARS OLD. 168 00:08:21,267 --> 00:08:23,467 THEN I WAS ABLE TO WALK NORMAL AGAIN, 169 00:08:23,467 --> 00:08:24,933 BUT IT MADE ME FEEL DIFFERENT, 170 00:08:24,933 --> 00:08:29,700 AND IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE A LITTLE BIT OF AN OUTCAST. 171 00:08:29,700 --> 00:08:31,833 BUT, GROWING UP, I WAS HAPPY. 172 00:08:33,867 --> 00:08:37,200 Marlene:ROBERT WAS THE MOST DELIGHTFUL OF ALL MY CHILDREN. 173 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:39,800 HE WAS A JOY, ABSOLUTE JOY, 174 00:08:39,800 --> 00:08:42,200 AND HE NEVER TOOK HIS EYES OFF ME, 175 00:08:42,200 --> 00:08:45,333 SO WE WERE VERY MUCH BONDED. 176 00:08:45,333 --> 00:08:48,800 BUT HE HAD TWO BROTHERS WHO WERE NOT THAT TOLERANT OF ROBERT 177 00:08:48,800 --> 00:08:51,800 BECAUSE HE WAS SICK A LOT OF THE TIME, 178 00:08:51,800 --> 00:08:54,567 AND, PROBABLY, THEY WERE JEALOUS OF THE AMOUNT OF ATTENTION 179 00:08:54,567 --> 00:08:59,833 I GAVE HIM, SO ROBERT ALWAYS FELT THAT REJECTION. 180 00:08:59,833 --> 00:09:01,767 Robert: MY FOOD ISSUES STARTED VERY YOUNG 181 00:09:01,767 --> 00:09:03,733 BECAUSE WHEN I WAS 6 YEARS OLD, 182 00:09:03,733 --> 00:09:05,667 WE MOVED DOWN FROM NORTH JERSEY TO SOUTH JERSEY, 183 00:09:05,667 --> 00:09:08,233 AND MY PARENTS OPENED UP A FRIED-CHICKEN STORE, 184 00:09:08,233 --> 00:09:10,467 AND BEING AROUND ALL THAT AVAILABLE FOOD 185 00:09:10,467 --> 00:09:11,933 WAS DEFINITELY SOMETHING NEW FOR ME. 186 00:09:11,933 --> 00:09:15,067 IT'S SOMETHING I'D NEVER EXPERIENCED BEFORE IN MY LIFE. 187 00:09:15,067 --> 00:09:17,633 YOU KNOW, I COULD HAVE ANYTHING MADE FOR ME ANY TIME I WANTED. 188 00:09:17,633 --> 00:09:20,133 I WAS ABLE TO HAVE AS MUCH SODA AS I WANTED, 189 00:09:20,133 --> 00:09:22,300 AND MY PARENTS WERE SO BUSY 190 00:09:22,300 --> 00:09:23,933 THEY REALLY HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS EATING. 191 00:09:26,433 --> 00:09:29,833 BUT THINGS GOT BAD FOR ME ONE SUMMER AT 9 YEARS OLD 192 00:09:29,833 --> 00:09:33,067 WHEN I MET A BOY WHO HAPPENED TO LIVE TWO OR THREE HOUSES AWAY, 193 00:09:33,067 --> 00:09:37,600 AND HE STARTED INVITING ME OVER TO HIS HOUSE FOR LUNCH, 194 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:42,067 AND, ONE DAY, I WAS PUT IN A VERY BAD SITUATION WITH HIM. 195 00:09:42,067 --> 00:09:44,933 WE WERE WATCHING TV, AND HIS GRANDPARENTS WEREN'T HOME, 196 00:09:44,933 --> 00:09:50,067 AND HE ENDED UP FORCING ME INTO A SEXUALLY MOLESTING SITUATION. 197 00:09:50,067 --> 00:09:52,800 AND AFTER THE MOLESTATION OCCURRED, 198 00:09:52,800 --> 00:09:54,400 THE BOY THREATENED ME AND BASICALLY SAID 199 00:09:54,400 --> 00:09:58,367 IF I TOLD ANYBODY THAT HE WOULD KILL ME THE NEXT TIME HE SAW ME. 200 00:09:58,367 --> 00:10:03,200 SO I WAS VERY SCARED FOR MY LIFE, 201 00:10:03,200 --> 00:10:04,500 AND, UNFORTUNATELY, 202 00:10:04,500 --> 00:10:06,667 THOSE WERE THE BUSIEST TIMES THAT MY PARENTS HAD, 203 00:10:06,667 --> 00:10:08,067 SO NO ONE REALLY PICKED UP ON THAT 204 00:10:08,067 --> 00:10:10,067 SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH ME. 205 00:10:10,067 --> 00:10:12,500 SO I DEFINITELY FOUND COMFORT IN FOOD, 206 00:10:12,500 --> 00:10:15,200 AND MY PARENTS WERE SO WRAPPED UP IN THE BUSINESS 207 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:16,867 THAT I COULD GO GRAB A PAPER PLATE 208 00:10:16,867 --> 00:10:18,933 AND JUST FILL IT UP WITH CHICKEN OR FRENCH FRIES, 209 00:10:18,933 --> 00:10:22,100 AND, NINE TIMES OUT OF 10, THEY NEVER EVEN NOTICED. 210 00:10:22,100 --> 00:10:24,667 SO I STARTED GAINING MORE WEIGHT, 211 00:10:24,667 --> 00:10:26,733 AND BY THE TIME I WAS 12 OR 13 YEARS OLD, 212 00:10:26,733 --> 00:10:30,233 I WAS 225 POUNDS, AND IT ONLY GOT WORSE. 213 00:10:33,933 --> 00:10:39,033 IN JANUARY OF MY SENIOR YEAR, MY FATHER HAD A HEART ATTACK 214 00:10:39,033 --> 00:10:42,367 AND HE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL AND HAD TRIPLE BYPASS. 215 00:10:42,367 --> 00:10:43,867 FEELING LIKE MY FATHER WAS GOING TO DIE, 216 00:10:43,867 --> 00:10:45,100 AND I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT, 217 00:10:45,100 --> 00:10:48,333 I WOULD EAT, BE DEPRESSED, 218 00:10:48,333 --> 00:10:50,933 AND MY FATHER EVENTUALLY CAME HOME, 219 00:10:50,933 --> 00:10:52,767 BUT HE CAME HOME JADED. 220 00:10:52,767 --> 00:10:55,800 HE CAME HOME ANGRIER THAN HE EVER WAS, 221 00:10:55,800 --> 00:10:57,133 AND A LOT OF STUFF JUST SEEMED LIKE IT 222 00:10:57,133 --> 00:10:58,300 WAS ABOUT TO EXPLODE IN MY HOUSE. 223 00:10:58,300 --> 00:11:01,567 LIKE, THINGS WERE NOT GOOD FOR MY FAMILY, 224 00:11:01,567 --> 00:11:05,067 AND THEN, FINALLY, MY MOTHER HAD ENOUGH. 225 00:11:05,067 --> 00:11:06,067 SHE THREW HIM OUT. 226 00:11:09,800 --> 00:11:12,233 AS I WAS GETTING OLDER, THINGS GOT WORSE 227 00:11:12,233 --> 00:11:13,800 BECAUSE, WHEN I WAS 19, 228 00:11:13,800 --> 00:11:16,133 I HAD A PHONE CALL ONE DAY 229 00:11:16,133 --> 00:11:17,733 THAT MY BROTHER, CHRIS, HAD A HEART ATTACK. 230 00:11:17,733 --> 00:11:19,067 HE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL. 231 00:11:19,067 --> 00:11:21,300 CHRIS WAS 3 1/2 YEARS OLDER THAN ME. 232 00:11:21,300 --> 00:11:24,100 WE RAN TO THE HOSPITAL. 233 00:11:24,100 --> 00:11:28,300 WE CAME IN, AND THE DOCTOR 234 00:11:28,300 --> 00:11:30,367 [ Tearfully ] PRONOUNCED HE WAS DEAD. 235 00:11:32,433 --> 00:11:37,233 I FELT LIKE MY WORLD CRASHED DOWN, JUST CRASHED RIGHT DOWN. 236 00:11:37,233 --> 00:11:40,500 AND, THE NIGHT MY BROTHER DIED, MY SISTER SAYS, 237 00:11:40,500 --> 00:11:44,067 "BOY, I THOUGHT YOU WOULD'VE HAD A HEART ATTACK, NOT CHRIS." 238 00:11:44,067 --> 00:11:47,267 SO I FELT THAT IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME. 239 00:11:47,267 --> 00:11:48,700 I WAS SO DEPRESSED, 240 00:11:48,700 --> 00:11:50,900 AND I WAS OVEREATING LIKE I NEVER ATE BEFORE, 241 00:11:50,900 --> 00:11:53,333 JUST NOT CARING. 242 00:11:53,333 --> 00:11:55,067 SO AFTER MY BROTHER PASSED, 243 00:11:55,067 --> 00:11:58,967 I WAS DEFINITELY OVER 600 POUNDS, 244 00:11:58,967 --> 00:12:01,300 AND IT WAS BECOMING HARDER AND HARDER TO HOLD A JOB. 245 00:12:01,300 --> 00:12:03,600 ANYTHING PHYSICAL, I JUST COULDN'T DO IT, 246 00:12:03,600 --> 00:12:07,600 SO MY MOM HELPED ME GET DISABILITY. 247 00:12:07,600 --> 00:12:10,467 AFTER THAT, I KEPT GAINING WEIGHT THROUGH THE YEARS, 248 00:12:10,467 --> 00:12:13,167 AND I MET KATHRYN WHEN I WAS 28, 249 00:12:13,167 --> 00:12:14,400 AND I LIED TO KATHRYN WHEN I FIRST MET HER 250 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:16,467 ABOUT HOW MUCH I WEIGHED. 251 00:12:16,467 --> 00:12:17,733 I DIDN'T THINK SHE'D BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT 252 00:12:17,733 --> 00:12:21,667 OR WANT SOMEONE THAT OVERWEIGHT. 253 00:12:21,667 --> 00:12:24,100 I MET ROB ABOUT 14 YEARS AGO. 254 00:12:24,100 --> 00:12:26,500 ROB'S SIZE DIDN'T BOTHER ME. 255 00:12:26,500 --> 00:12:30,167 HE WAS SUCH A FUN PERSON TO BE AROUND. 256 00:12:30,167 --> 00:12:34,433 IT NEVER REALLY OCCURRED TO ME TO WORRY ABOUT HIS SIZE. 257 00:12:34,433 --> 00:12:36,067 Robert: WHEN KATHRYN AND I FIRST STARTED DATING, 258 00:12:36,067 --> 00:12:37,967 I WAS VERY MOBILE. WE WERE GOING OUT. 259 00:12:37,967 --> 00:12:39,533 WE WERE BOWLING, GOING TO THE MOVIES, 260 00:12:39,533 --> 00:12:41,467 ALL STUFF NORMAL COUPLES DO, 261 00:12:41,467 --> 00:12:44,667 BUT I WAS HIDING HOW MUCH I REALLY ATE IN FRONT OF KATHRYN. 262 00:12:44,667 --> 00:12:46,433 AND WE KEPT DATING, 263 00:12:46,433 --> 00:12:49,133 BUT NOT UNTIL WE SPENT MORE TIME TOGETHER 264 00:12:49,133 --> 00:12:51,867 AND SHE STARTED STAYING OVER AT MY HOUSE 265 00:12:51,867 --> 00:12:55,367 DID SHE START TO SEE HOW MUCH I WAS EATING. 266 00:12:55,367 --> 00:12:58,500 Kathryn: OUR RELATIONSHIP HAS DEFINITELY CHANGED BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, 267 00:12:58,500 --> 00:13:02,467 WE WENT FROM HAVING LIMITED LIFE 268 00:13:02,467 --> 00:13:04,800 TO, BASICALLY, NO LIFE. 269 00:13:04,800 --> 00:13:08,833 AND I BLAME MYSELF TO AN EXTENT, YOU KNOW? 270 00:13:08,833 --> 00:13:15,067 I SHOULD'VE TRIED HARDER AND MADE HIM, YOU KNOW, LOSE WEIGHT. 271 00:13:15,067 --> 00:13:17,467 Robert: I WAS 36 WHEN I REACHED 700 POUNDS, 272 00:13:17,467 --> 00:13:20,200 AND THE LYMPHEDEMA GOT REAL BAD UNDER MY LEG. 273 00:13:20,200 --> 00:13:22,100 BUT I PROPOSED TO KATHRYN WITH THE HOPE 274 00:13:22,100 --> 00:13:25,333 AND THE PROMISE THAT I WAS GOING TO KEEP TRYING TO LOSE WEIGHT. 275 00:13:25,333 --> 00:13:27,267 BUT, ABOUT A YEAR INTO OUR ENGAGEMENT, 276 00:13:27,267 --> 00:13:29,867 WHEN I STARTED HAVING BALANCE PROBLEMS WITH MY LYMPHEDEMA 277 00:13:29,867 --> 00:13:32,633 STARTED GETTING REAL BAD, I WAS WALKING OUT OF THE DOOR, 278 00:13:32,633 --> 00:13:34,667 LOST MY BALANCE, FELL, 279 00:13:34,667 --> 00:13:36,733 AND I COULDN'T GET UP. 280 00:13:36,733 --> 00:13:38,700 I TRIED EVERYTHING TO GET UP OFF THE GROUND. 281 00:13:38,700 --> 00:13:40,367 I WAITED FOR A BARIATRIC AMBULANCE. 282 00:13:40,367 --> 00:13:43,833 THEY GOT ME UP, TOOK ME TO THE HOSPITAL, 283 00:13:43,833 --> 00:13:46,500 AND I SPENT MY 40TH BIRTHDAY IN THE HOSPITAL. 284 00:13:46,500 --> 00:13:47,600 IT WAS AWFUL, HEARTBREAKING. 285 00:13:47,600 --> 00:13:50,433 WHEN I WAS RELEASED FROM THE HOSPITAL, 286 00:13:50,433 --> 00:13:52,500 I WENT TO THE NURSING HOME. 287 00:13:52,500 --> 00:13:56,267 I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND NURSING HOME FOR OVER 4 YEARS. 288 00:13:56,267 --> 00:13:58,200 WHEN I WAS RELEASED FROM THE NURSING HOME, 289 00:13:58,200 --> 00:14:01,367 I WAS FINALLY ABLE TO GO HOME TO MY MOTHER'S. 290 00:14:01,367 --> 00:14:04,133 I'VE BEEN FIGHTING THIS WEIGHT-LOSS BATTLE FOR 31 YEARS, 291 00:14:04,133 --> 00:14:05,700 AND I MADE MY LIFE A PRISON. 292 00:14:05,700 --> 00:14:07,933 AND I'VE IMPRISONED KATHRYN AND MY MOTHER, TOO, 293 00:14:07,933 --> 00:14:08,967 WITH ME. 294 00:14:12,633 --> 00:14:14,900 THANKS. 295 00:14:14,900 --> 00:14:17,967 OH, YOUR FAVORITE FOOD. MM-HMM. [ LAUGHS ] 296 00:14:17,967 --> 00:14:21,167 DOES THE SMELL BRING BACK MEMORIES OF THE CHICKEN STORE? 297 00:14:21,167 --> 00:14:24,100 YES. 298 00:14:24,100 --> 00:14:26,200 CAN I HAVE THE FRIES, MOM, PLEASE? 299 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:30,133 THANK YOU. 300 00:14:30,133 --> 00:14:34,267 Kathryn: I HATE THAT THIS IS OUR LIFE AND THAT THIS IS ROB'S LIFE. 301 00:14:34,267 --> 00:14:35,733 GOOD CALL ON THE WINGS. I LOVE WINGS. 302 00:14:35,733 --> 00:14:38,533 Kathryn: BUT NOTHING STOPS HIM FROM EATING. 303 00:14:38,533 --> 00:14:41,600 FOOD IS KILLING HIM AND TAKING OUR FUTURE. 304 00:14:45,967 --> 00:14:48,067 WELL, I'M GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER PIECE OF CHICKEN. 305 00:14:48,067 --> 00:14:50,067 I KNOW ROB WANTS TO KEEP THE PROMISE HE MADE 306 00:14:50,067 --> 00:14:54,267 TO ME TO LOSE THE WEIGHT, BUT HE'S ONLY GOTTEN BIGGER. 307 00:14:54,267 --> 00:14:56,500 AND NOW HE'S TO THE POINT WHERE I DON'T KNOW 308 00:14:56,500 --> 00:14:59,400 IF HE CAN SURVIVE MUCH LONGER. 309 00:14:59,400 --> 00:15:01,333 I WANT TO HAVE A FAMILY WITH HIM, 310 00:15:01,333 --> 00:15:03,833 BUT I'VE NEVER SEEN HIM THIS BAD. 311 00:15:03,833 --> 00:15:05,767 Robert: I'M FULL, BUT THIS IS JUST TOO GOOD. [ SIGHS ] 312 00:15:07,067 --> 00:15:08,567 I MAY HAVE, LIKE, TWO MORE OF THE WINGS, 313 00:15:08,567 --> 00:15:10,200 BUT OTHERWISE I'M DONE, YEAH. 314 00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:11,433 I DIDN'T HAVE THAT MANY WINGS. 315 00:15:14,633 --> 00:15:15,733 DOES IT REALLY MATTER? 316 00:15:15,733 --> 00:15:16,767 YES, IT MATTERS. 317 00:15:17,600 --> 00:15:20,200 NO, FORGET IT. WHY DON'T YOU JUST TAKE ONE? 318 00:15:20,200 --> 00:15:22,067 NO, NO, FORGET IT. IT'S ALL RIGHT. 319 00:15:24,333 --> 00:15:26,067 ALL RIGHT. I'LL TAKE ONE. 320 00:15:26,067 --> 00:15:28,300 YEAH, YOU TALKED ME INTO IT. 321 00:15:28,300 --> 00:15:30,533 [ LAUGHS ] 322 00:15:30,533 --> 00:15:32,667 Kathryn: NO MATTER WHAT, NOTHING HELPS HIM 323 00:15:32,667 --> 00:15:34,667 OR STOPS HIM FROM COMPULSIVELY EATING, 324 00:15:34,667 --> 00:15:37,467 AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. 325 00:15:37,467 --> 00:15:40,067 THERE ARE DAYS I FEEL LIKE THERE'S NO HOPE, 326 00:15:40,067 --> 00:15:44,500 AND THEN I JUST GIVE UP AND MAKE HIM HAPPY WITH THE TIME HE HAS. 327 00:15:44,500 --> 00:15:46,100 THANK YOU. 328 00:15:46,100 --> 00:15:48,367 IT WAS GOOD. 329 00:15:48,367 --> 00:15:51,300 OOH, MY BACK. I LOVE YOU, THANK YOU. 330 00:15:51,300 --> 00:15:54,367 Kathryn: BUT I CAN'T JUST GIVE UP AND LOSE HIM, 331 00:15:54,367 --> 00:15:56,800 SO WE HAVE TO FIND HELP. 332 00:15:56,800 --> 00:16:00,067 BUT SOME DAYS, I'M JUST SO SCARED IT'S TOO LATE. 333 00:16:02,067 --> 00:16:04,367 Robert: IF I KEEP CONTINUING TO BEHAVE LIKE THIS, 334 00:16:04,367 --> 00:16:06,233 I WON'T BE ABLE TO FUNCTION MUCH LONGER. 335 00:16:08,367 --> 00:16:12,867 UNLESS I MAKE THE CHANGES, MY LIFE IS ONLY HEADED ONE PLACE. 336 00:16:12,867 --> 00:16:15,767 I DO FEEL CLOSE TO DEATH. 337 00:16:15,767 --> 00:16:18,500 I FEEL LIKE I'M KNOCKING ON HEAVEN'S DOOR. 338 00:16:18,500 --> 00:16:21,400 IF I DON'T CHANGE, I'M GOING TO DIE. 339 00:16:27,333 --> 00:16:29,367 ** 340 00:16:34,300 --> 00:16:36,333 ** 341 00:16:41,267 --> 00:16:43,300 ** 342 00:16:44,700 --> 00:16:46,533 Robert: TODAY, WE ARE HEADING TO HOUSTON TO MEET 343 00:16:46,533 --> 00:16:48,500 DR. NOWZARADAN FOR THE FIRST TIME 344 00:16:48,500 --> 00:16:51,833 AND HOPEFULLY TO GET HELP TO SAVE MY LIFE, 345 00:16:51,833 --> 00:16:53,067 AND I'M PRETTY NERVOUS. 346 00:16:55,700 --> 00:16:57,067 Marlene: SO, ARE YOU READY FOR THIS, ROBERT? 347 00:16:57,067 --> 00:16:58,967 ARE YOU CONFIDENT THAT YOU CAN DO THIS? 348 00:16:58,967 --> 00:17:00,433 YEAH. OKAY. 349 00:17:00,433 --> 00:17:01,800 I'M GOING TO GET IT. I'M CONFIDENT, TOO. 350 00:17:01,800 --> 00:17:02,967 I THINK YOU CAN DO IT. 351 00:17:02,967 --> 00:17:06,833 YOU'LL BE A WHOLE NEW PERSON. 352 00:17:06,833 --> 00:17:10,667 I'M TIRED OF MY WEIGHT AFFECTING EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE. 353 00:17:10,667 --> 00:17:12,667 IT'S BEEN HARD ON EVERYONE, NOT JUST MYSELF. 354 00:17:12,667 --> 00:17:14,300 IT'S BEEN HARD ON MY FAMILY. 355 00:17:14,300 --> 00:17:16,767 IT'S BEEN HARD ON MY FRIENDS, AND IT'S BEEN HARD ON KATHRYN, 356 00:17:16,767 --> 00:17:23,067 BUT I DO BELIEVE THAT THIS IS MY LAST AND FINAL CHANCE. 357 00:17:23,067 --> 00:17:26,600 Kathryn: I'M EXTREMELY SCARED AND NERVOUS RIGHT NOW 358 00:17:26,600 --> 00:17:30,567 BECAUSE IT'S AT LEAST A 25- TO 30-HOUR DRIVE. 359 00:17:30,567 --> 00:17:31,733 LOVE YOU. THANK YOU. 360 00:17:31,733 --> 00:17:33,067 I LOVE YOU. 361 00:17:33,067 --> 00:17:34,833 Kathryn: AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW WE'RE GOING TO MANAGE 362 00:17:34,833 --> 00:17:38,900 OR WHAT HOTELS WE CAN EVEN STAY IN. 363 00:17:38,900 --> 00:17:40,833 Kathryn: READY TO GET UP? YOU ALL RIGHT? 364 00:17:40,833 --> 00:17:41,967 I'M HURTING. HURTING? 365 00:17:41,967 --> 00:17:43,667 HERE, I'LL HELP... GET YOUR WALKER. 366 00:17:43,667 --> 00:17:47,700 Kathryn: I'M SCARED THIS TRIP COULD BE TOO HARD FOR HIM, 367 00:17:47,700 --> 00:17:52,067 BUT THIS IS OUR LAST CHANCE, SO WE'RE DOING IT. 368 00:17:52,067 --> 00:17:54,833 ALL RIGHT. ONE, TWO, THREE. 369 00:17:54,833 --> 00:17:56,400 OH, NO. 370 00:17:56,400 --> 00:17:59,300 ONE, TWO, THREE. 371 00:17:59,300 --> 00:18:00,767 NOPE. ONE MORE. NO, THE HIP. 372 00:18:00,767 --> 00:18:01,767 WE'LL GET IT. 373 00:18:01,767 --> 00:18:03,867 DRY YOUR HAND. 374 00:18:03,867 --> 00:18:09,067 ONE, TWO, THREE. WE GOT IT. 375 00:18:09,067 --> 00:18:10,800 WE GOT IT, WE GOT IT. WE GOT IT, COME ON. 376 00:18:10,800 --> 00:18:13,967 COME ON. OH, OKAY. 377 00:18:13,967 --> 00:18:15,400 I'M GOING TO STAND FOR A SECOND. 378 00:18:15,400 --> 00:18:17,333 YEAH, I GOT TO MOVE THE CHAIR OUT OF YOUR WAY ANYWAY. 379 00:18:17,333 --> 00:18:18,667 MY BUTT IS HURTING ME. 380 00:18:18,667 --> 00:18:22,300 I KNOW. 381 00:18:22,300 --> 00:18:25,100 THIS JOURNEY, IT'S GOING TO TAKE EVERYTHING OUT OF ME, 382 00:18:25,100 --> 00:18:27,367 BUT I'M THROWING ALL MY CARDS IN, 383 00:18:27,367 --> 00:18:29,633 AND I'M WILLING TO RISK MY WHOLE LIFE 384 00:18:29,633 --> 00:18:30,867 BECAUSE I DO WANT TO LIVE, 385 00:18:30,867 --> 00:18:33,200 AND I DO WANT A LIFE WITH KATHRYN 386 00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:35,067 AND TO COME BACK TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. 387 00:18:35,067 --> 00:18:36,133 YEAH. GO AHEAD. 388 00:18:36,133 --> 00:18:37,133 I HAVE TO DO THIS. 389 00:18:37,133 --> 00:18:38,233 OH, YOU'RE IN. 390 00:18:38,233 --> 00:18:39,733 OH. GO OVER. 391 00:18:39,733 --> 00:18:40,800 GOOD. 392 00:18:40,800 --> 00:18:41,900 GOOD, GOOD, GOOD, GOOD, GOOD. 393 00:18:41,900 --> 00:18:43,133 GOT IT. ALL RIGHT. 394 00:18:43,133 --> 00:18:44,267 YOU IN? NOT YET. 395 00:18:44,267 --> 00:18:47,167 ALL RIGHT. 396 00:18:47,167 --> 00:18:49,600 Marlene: I'M REALLY GOING TO MISS ROB. 397 00:18:49,600 --> 00:18:51,233 I'M GOING TO DO A LOT OF HOPING AND PRAYING 398 00:18:51,233 --> 00:18:55,067 THAT HE'LL COME THROUGH IT OUT ON THE OTHER SIDE. 399 00:18:55,067 --> 00:18:58,967 I'M TURNING HIM OVER TO GOD AND DR. NOWZARADAN, 400 00:18:58,967 --> 00:19:00,600 AND I'LL PRAY FOR BOTH OF THEM. 401 00:19:04,333 --> 00:19:07,400 Kathryn: AT THIS POINT, NEITHER ONE OF US HAVE A LIFE, 402 00:19:07,400 --> 00:19:09,767 SO THERE REALLY IS NO LIFE FOR US 403 00:19:09,767 --> 00:19:12,733 UNLESS DR. NOWZARADAN CAN HELP HIM. 404 00:19:12,733 --> 00:19:14,067 BYE-BYE. I LOVE YOU. 405 00:19:18,933 --> 00:19:22,900 Kathryn: BUT I KNOW THAT ROB CAN'T MAKE THIS TRIP MORE THAN ONCE, 406 00:19:22,900 --> 00:19:26,233 SO IT'S AN ALL-OR-NOTHING DEAL FOR US. 407 00:19:26,233 --> 00:19:29,533 IF WE'RE GOING TO DO THIS, WE HAVE TO MOVE OUR WHOLE LIFE 408 00:19:29,533 --> 00:19:31,267 DOWN THERE, 409 00:19:31,267 --> 00:19:32,933 AND THAT'S SO SCARY 410 00:19:32,933 --> 00:19:34,233 BECAUSE WE'RE GOING TO BE 411 00:19:34,233 --> 00:19:36,667 COMPLETELY ON OUR OWN IN HOUSTON. 412 00:19:36,667 --> 00:19:38,733 BUT, THANKFULLY, OUR FRIENDS CHIP AND SANDY 413 00:19:38,733 --> 00:19:40,367 ARE GOING TO GO WITH US TO HELP US 414 00:19:40,367 --> 00:19:41,700 AT LEAST GET DOWN TO HOUSTON 415 00:19:41,700 --> 00:19:43,900 AND SETTLE US IN BECAUSE, 416 00:19:43,900 --> 00:19:47,800 IF I HAD TO DO THIS ON MY OWN, I KNOW I WOULDN'T MAKE IT. 417 00:19:56,733 --> 00:19:59,233 ROB IS HAVING TROUBLE BECAUSE SITTING LIKE THIS 418 00:19:59,233 --> 00:20:02,200 IS REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE FOR HIM, 419 00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:04,733 AND WE HAVEN'T MADE IT VERY FAR 420 00:20:04,733 --> 00:20:07,967 BECAUSE WE'VE HAD TO STOP CONSTANTLY TO EAT. 421 00:20:07,967 --> 00:20:10,800 AND NOW WE NEED TO FIND A PARKING LOT TO STOP AT AGAIN 422 00:20:10,800 --> 00:20:14,000 BECAUSE ROB NEEDS TO TAKE A BATHROOM BREAK, 423 00:20:14,000 --> 00:20:16,767 SO WE'LL DO THAT AND GET BACK ON THE ROAD AS FAST AS WE CAN. 424 00:20:18,833 --> 00:20:22,300 IT IS TIME TO GO PEE PEE. 425 00:20:22,300 --> 00:20:24,800 OKAY. 426 00:20:24,800 --> 00:20:26,300 IT'S AN EXPERIENCE, YOU KNOW, SINCE HE CAN'T 427 00:20:26,300 --> 00:20:27,567 GO INTO A PUBLIC RESTROOM 428 00:20:27,567 --> 00:20:29,500 LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE, YOU KNOW, WE HAVE TO DO THIS 429 00:20:29,500 --> 00:20:32,600 WHILE HE'S IN THE MATTRESS IN THE BACK OF A VAN. 430 00:20:32,600 --> 00:20:34,167 SO THIS WILL TAKE SOME FINESSE 431 00:20:34,167 --> 00:20:36,267 TO TRY TO FIGURE OUT HOW WE'RE GOING TO DO THIS NOW. 432 00:20:36,267 --> 00:20:40,400 ALL RIGHT. 433 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:42,067 WE GOT TO HAVE YOU ROLL. 434 00:20:42,067 --> 00:20:47,300 Robert: WHAT? WE HAVE TO HAVE YOU ROLL. 435 00:20:47,300 --> 00:20:48,333 Kathryn: OH, JEEZ. 436 00:20:48,333 --> 00:20:51,500 [ BLEEP ] THERE WE GO. 437 00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:54,533 I GOT IT. KEEP GOING. 438 00:20:54,533 --> 00:20:56,567 OH, THERE WE GO. 439 00:20:56,567 --> 00:20:58,933 ALL RIGHT. ROLL BACK FOR A MINUTE. 440 00:20:58,933 --> 00:21:00,067 OKAY. 441 00:21:02,600 --> 00:21:03,933 ALL RIGHT. 442 00:21:03,933 --> 00:21:08,600 OH. [ GRUNTS ] ALL RIGHT. 443 00:21:08,600 --> 00:21:10,867 READY? Robert: OW, EASY! 444 00:21:10,867 --> 00:21:13,567 I'M SORRY, [BLEEP]. 445 00:21:13,567 --> 00:21:15,833 IT'S YOUR OWN FAULT. 446 00:21:15,833 --> 00:21:19,900 DON'T HAVE TO PEE NEXT TIME. 447 00:21:19,900 --> 00:21:21,133 HOLD IT? 448 00:21:21,133 --> 00:21:22,800 NOPE. OW. 449 00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:24,300 THERE WE GO. ALL RIGHT. 450 00:21:24,300 --> 00:21:28,933 Kathryn: WE HAVEN'T MADE IT AS FAR AS I'D HOPED AT THIS POINT, 451 00:21:28,933 --> 00:21:31,400 AND I'M GOING TO HAVE TO FIND A BED FOR HIM SOON 452 00:21:31,400 --> 00:21:33,733 BECAUSE HE'S HURTING TOO BAD RIGHT NOW. 453 00:21:33,733 --> 00:21:35,867 I'M COMING AROUND. 454 00:21:35,867 --> 00:21:39,600 AND I DON'T WANT TO PUSH HIM, SO, AS SOON AS IT GETS DARK, 455 00:21:39,600 --> 00:21:43,067 WE'LL GET A HOTEL SO HE CAN REST. 456 00:21:43,067 --> 00:21:44,667 BUT AT THIS RATE, IT'S GOING TO TAKE US 457 00:21:44,667 --> 00:21:46,600 A FEW DAYS TO GET TO HOUSTON. 458 00:21:51,533 --> 00:21:53,567 ** 459 00:21:57,367 --> 00:21:59,367 ** 460 00:21:59,367 --> 00:22:00,967 I CALLED AHEAD AND FOUND A HOTEL 461 00:22:00,967 --> 00:22:03,933 THAT SAYS THEY HAVE A HANDICAP ROOM, 462 00:22:03,933 --> 00:22:05,367 SO WE JUST NEED TO GET THERE, 463 00:22:05,367 --> 00:22:07,833 AND I CAN TRY TO GET ROB OUT AND INTO A BED. 464 00:22:12,767 --> 00:22:14,800 ** 465 00:22:18,833 --> 00:22:20,833 ** 466 00:22:20,833 --> 00:22:22,733 ALL RIGHT, SO, WHILE YOU CHILL, I'M GOING TO GO CHECK IN. 467 00:22:22,733 --> 00:22:26,900 ALL RIGHT. JUST HURRY UP. 468 00:22:26,900 --> 00:22:28,233 ALL RIGHT, THIS IS THE REGULAR BED. 469 00:22:28,233 --> 00:22:29,433 OKAY. IT'S THE VERY LAST ROOM 470 00:22:29,433 --> 00:22:31,867 AT THE END OF THIS HALLWAY. OF COURSE IT IS. 471 00:22:34,933 --> 00:22:36,300 Kathryn: ALL RIGHT, SO I HAVE THE ROOMS. 472 00:22:36,300 --> 00:22:38,300 I'LL GET YOUR WHEELCHAIR FIRST. 473 00:22:38,300 --> 00:22:39,700 BRING YOUR WALKER TOO, YES? 474 00:22:39,700 --> 00:22:40,900 Robert: YES. PLEASE HURRY. 475 00:22:40,900 --> 00:22:41,900 I'M TRYING, HONEY. 476 00:22:41,900 --> 00:22:45,967 I CAN ONLY GO AS FAST AS I CAN. 477 00:22:45,967 --> 00:22:48,200 Kathryn:THIS HOTEL TOLD ME THEY HAD A HANDICAP ROOM, 478 00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:53,600 AND WE RESERVED IT, BUT NOW THEY ONLY HAVE A KING BED, 479 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:55,867 SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT WE'RE GOING TO DO. 480 00:22:55,867 --> 00:22:58,233 I'M GOING TO GO CHECK TO MAKE SURE HIS CHAIR GOES TO THE DOOR. 481 00:23:01,167 --> 00:23:02,633 ALL RIGHT. COME ON, COME ON. 482 00:23:02,633 --> 00:23:05,600 Kathryn: AT HIS SIZE, IT'S JUST SO HARD TO SHOW UP SOMEWHERE 483 00:23:05,600 --> 00:23:07,267 AND HOPE EVERYTHING CAN HOLD HIS WEIGHT 484 00:23:07,267 --> 00:23:10,600 OR HE CAN FIT IN PLACES, 485 00:23:10,600 --> 00:23:12,600 SO I'M JUST TIRED AND NERVOUS RIGHT NOW, 486 00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:14,967 AND I KNOW ROB IS GETTING FRUSTRATED. 487 00:23:14,967 --> 00:23:16,067 [ BLEEP ] 488 00:23:20,200 --> 00:23:21,600 Kathryn: YOU'RE WALKING? 489 00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:23,067 NO. I'M GOING TO SIT DOWN. 490 00:23:23,067 --> 00:23:25,600 THE WHEELCHAIR DOESN'T FIT THROUGH THE COLUMN 491 00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:27,733 TO GET THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE HALLWAY. 492 00:23:27,733 --> 00:23:32,400 I'LL HAVE TO GET YOU BACK OUT OF THE WHEELCHAIR. 493 00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:33,933 NOBODY TOLD YOU TO GET UP YET. I KNOW. 494 00:23:33,933 --> 00:23:35,733 BECAUSE I WAS FALLING. 495 00:23:35,733 --> 00:23:45,633 CAN YOU MOVE THOSE REAL QUICK, CHIP? 496 00:23:45,633 --> 00:23:48,900 TURN IT. 497 00:23:48,900 --> 00:23:50,300 OH, OH, OH, OH. I GOT YOU. 498 00:23:50,300 --> 00:23:51,667 I GOT YOU. YOU GOT HIM. 499 00:23:51,667 --> 00:23:53,467 I GOT YOU. Robert: WHAT? 500 00:23:53,467 --> 00:23:56,633 YOU KEEP START GOING THE OTHER DIRECTIONS. 501 00:23:56,633 --> 00:23:59,067 OW. 502 00:23:59,067 --> 00:24:00,100 ALL RIGHT, GO ON, CHIP. 503 00:24:02,633 --> 00:24:04,667 ** 504 00:24:07,567 --> 00:24:09,467 PUSH, CHIP. PUSH. 505 00:24:09,467 --> 00:24:12,267 HOLD ON. 506 00:24:12,267 --> 00:24:16,333 COME ON. ONE, TWO, THREE. 507 00:24:18,367 --> 00:24:20,367 WE GOT IT IF YOU KEEP PULLING! 508 00:24:20,367 --> 00:24:21,400 ALL RIGHT. 509 00:24:26,333 --> 00:24:28,367 ** 510 00:24:31,633 --> 00:24:33,667 ** 511 00:24:34,700 --> 00:24:36,200 QUEEN. 512 00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:38,467 WELL, THEN, YOU SLEEP IN IT, AND I'LL JUST SLEEP ON THE FLOOR. 513 00:24:38,467 --> 00:24:39,700 ACTUALLY, IT'S A FULL. 514 00:24:39,700 --> 00:24:41,067 NO. THAT'S NOT A FULL BED. 515 00:24:41,067 --> 00:24:43,200 GO, MOVE THIS TABLE. I CAN'T MOVE IT. 516 00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:44,700 WHERE AM I SUPPOSED TO MOVE IT? 517 00:24:48,500 --> 00:24:50,500 ** 518 00:24:50,500 --> 00:24:54,733 THAT'S AS FAR AS IT'S GOING. FINE. 519 00:24:54,733 --> 00:24:55,733 JUST STAY HERE. 520 00:24:55,733 --> 00:24:57,433 I'LL SLEEP ON THE FLOOR. 521 00:24:57,433 --> 00:24:58,900 NO. YES. 522 00:24:58,900 --> 00:25:00,367 HONEY, I'M TOO TIRED FOR THIS. OKAY. 523 00:25:00,367 --> 00:25:01,900 YOU CAN SLEEP IN THE BED WITH ME. 524 00:25:01,900 --> 00:25:03,100 NO, I CAN'T. 525 00:25:03,100 --> 00:25:05,533 BECAUSE THIS IS A DOUBLE, THAT'S WHY, ISN'T IT? 526 00:25:05,533 --> 00:25:08,833 HONEY, WE BARELY GOT INTO A QUEEN TOGETHER. 527 00:25:08,833 --> 00:25:10,267 CAN I PUT YOU IN THE BED? 528 00:25:10,267 --> 00:25:15,067 FINE. PUT ME IN BED. 529 00:25:15,067 --> 00:25:16,500 LET ME GET YOU IN. 530 00:25:16,500 --> 00:25:17,533 I'M SORRY. 531 00:25:20,667 --> 00:25:23,733 HOLD ON. 532 00:25:23,733 --> 00:25:24,767 SORRY. 533 00:25:27,733 --> 00:25:29,933 WELL, I'M GOING TO MAKE SURE WE HAVE RESERVATIONS AND -- 534 00:25:34,867 --> 00:25:36,900 ** 535 00:25:40,067 --> 00:25:42,067 ** 536 00:25:42,067 --> 00:25:44,133 WHAT'S THE MATTER? 537 00:25:44,133 --> 00:25:47,233 THERE'S NO HANDICAP ROOMS THAT HAVE KINGS. 538 00:25:47,233 --> 00:25:48,233 YEAH. 539 00:25:48,233 --> 00:25:50,667 CALL AND TALK TO THE MANAGER. 540 00:25:50,667 --> 00:25:52,233 I WILL TAKE CARE OF IT. IT'S FINE. 541 00:25:52,233 --> 00:25:55,433 LET ME GO TALK TO THEM. 542 00:25:55,433 --> 00:25:58,167 Robert: I'M BEYOND PISSED OFF, LIKE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE. 543 00:25:58,167 --> 00:25:59,767 WE HAD A PERFECTLY GOOD RESERVATION. 544 00:25:59,767 --> 00:26:01,967 THEY SAID THEY HAD A KING BED, HANDICAP ROOM. 545 00:26:01,967 --> 00:26:04,533 THIS IS NOT A HANDICAP-ACCESSIBLE ROOM. 546 00:26:04,533 --> 00:26:05,633 I WON'T BE ABLE TO TO SLEEP TONIGHT, 547 00:26:05,633 --> 00:26:07,433 ESPECIALLY WITH KATHRYN ON THE FLOOR, 548 00:26:07,433 --> 00:26:09,400 KNOWING THAT SHE'S DONE SO MUCH FOR ME, 549 00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:11,100 AND SHE'S DONE SO MUCH TODAY, 550 00:26:11,100 --> 00:26:13,567 ALL THE DRIVING SHE DID AND THE HEAVY MOVING, 551 00:26:13,567 --> 00:26:14,767 AND IT MAKES ME FEEL HORRIBLE 552 00:26:14,767 --> 00:26:16,767 BECAUSE THIS IS REALLY ALL MY FAULT. 553 00:26:19,233 --> 00:26:21,267 THEY HAVE A KING ROOM. 554 00:26:21,267 --> 00:26:24,333 IT'S WAY BETTER THAN THIS ROOM. 555 00:26:24,333 --> 00:26:25,633 I JUST HAVE TO GET YOU BACK IN THE WHEELCHAIR 556 00:26:25,633 --> 00:26:27,633 TO TAKE YOU TO IT. 557 00:26:27,633 --> 00:26:28,667 ALL RIGHT. 558 00:26:31,900 --> 00:26:33,900 ** 559 00:26:33,900 --> 00:26:35,600 MY WHOLE UPPER BODY AND LOWER 560 00:26:35,600 --> 00:26:37,667 IS JUST RIDDLED WITH PAIN RIGHT NOW. 561 00:26:41,367 --> 00:26:43,367 ** 562 00:26:43,367 --> 00:26:46,867 YEAH. 563 00:26:46,867 --> 00:26:49,067 WATCH YOUR SIDE, AND IT DOESN'T GO THROUGH. 564 00:26:49,067 --> 00:26:51,367 [BLEEP] [BLEEP] 565 00:26:51,367 --> 00:26:53,533 NO. OH, MY GOD. 566 00:26:56,967 --> 00:27:01,500 [ WEEPING ] 567 00:27:02,733 --> 00:27:06,067 NO, IT'S NOT GOING TO GO THROUGH. 568 00:27:06,067 --> 00:27:08,100 I HAVE YOU STRAIGHTENED OUT. 569 00:27:13,067 --> 00:27:14,067 KEEP GOING. 570 00:27:18,733 --> 00:27:20,733 ** 571 00:27:20,733 --> 00:27:23,567 ALL RIGHT. NOW, WHAT'S YOUR PLAN? 572 00:27:23,567 --> 00:27:24,667 THE CHAIR IS TOO WIDE. 573 00:27:24,667 --> 00:27:27,100 YOU'RE BREAKING THE CHAIR. 574 00:27:27,100 --> 00:27:31,967 I'LL GET UP. I NEED HIS WALKER. 575 00:27:31,967 --> 00:27:33,400 WE GOT IT. 576 00:27:33,400 --> 00:27:36,533 OKAY. 577 00:27:36,533 --> 00:27:41,067 Kathryn: SO FAR, THIS IS THE TRIP FROM HELL. 578 00:27:41,067 --> 00:27:43,900 WE'RE ONLY A THIRD OF THE WAY TO HOUSTON, 579 00:27:43,900 --> 00:27:45,300 AND I DON'T KNOW HOW WE'RE GOING TO DO THIS 580 00:27:45,300 --> 00:27:48,067 AT THE RATE WE'RE GOING. 581 00:27:48,067 --> 00:27:51,567 I GOT TO GO FIND THE REST OF YOUR STUFF. 582 00:27:51,567 --> 00:27:53,867 I JUST HOPE TOMORROW, AT LEAST, GOES BETTER. 583 00:27:57,767 --> 00:27:59,800 ** 584 00:28:01,933 --> 00:28:05,200 AFTER GETTING SOME SLEEP, WE HIT THE ROAD EARLY, 585 00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:08,867 BUT WE'RE NOT MOVING ANY FASTER THAN WE DID YESTERDAY 586 00:28:08,867 --> 00:28:13,433 BECAUSE OF THE CONSTANT STOPS TO EAT OR TAKE BATHROOM BREAKS. 587 00:28:13,433 --> 00:28:17,133 SO WE'RE GOING TO HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER HOTEL TONIGHT, 588 00:28:17,133 --> 00:28:20,767 AND I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO REPEATING ALL THAT AGAIN. 589 00:28:20,767 --> 00:28:22,800 ** 590 00:28:27,733 --> 00:28:29,733 ** 591 00:28:29,733 --> 00:28:34,467 Kathryn: I'M COMING. THERE WE GO. 592 00:28:34,467 --> 00:28:35,800 OKAY. 593 00:28:35,800 --> 00:28:38,333 Kathryn: I JUST WANT TO GET THIS WHOLE TRIP OVER WITH. 594 00:28:38,333 --> 00:28:40,333 WATCH THAT RUG. 595 00:28:40,333 --> 00:28:43,833 SO I'M JUST GOING TO TRY AND GET ROB IN SO WE CAN REST 596 00:28:43,833 --> 00:28:45,767 AND THEN GET BACK ON THE ROAD TOMORROW 597 00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:47,433 AND HOPEFULLY MAKE IT TO HOUSTON. 598 00:28:49,433 --> 00:28:51,467 ** 599 00:28:55,733 --> 00:28:57,100 I'M GOING TO GET SOME FOOD FOR US, 600 00:28:57,100 --> 00:29:02,167 AND THEN WE'LL GET ON THE ROAD. 601 00:29:02,167 --> 00:29:04,433 I'M HOPING THIS IS OUR LAST DAY ON THE ROAD 602 00:29:04,433 --> 00:29:06,867 BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO GET TO HOUSTON TODAY. 603 00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:13,833 ** 604 00:29:14,300 --> 00:29:18,067 OH. AH! [ BLEEP ] [ BLEEP ] 605 00:29:18,067 --> 00:29:21,567 [ BLEEP ] OH, [BLEEP]. 606 00:29:21,567 --> 00:29:22,600 [ SIGHS ] 607 00:29:27,067 --> 00:29:29,067 ** 608 00:29:29,067 --> 00:29:31,533 OH! 609 00:29:31,533 --> 00:29:34,900 OH, [ BLEEP ]. 610 00:29:34,900 --> 00:29:39,067 OH, [ BLEEP ]! 611 00:29:39,067 --> 00:29:40,633 OH, THIS IS NOT GOOD! 612 00:29:45,567 --> 00:29:50,067 THIS IS NOT [BLEEP] GOOD. 613 00:29:50,067 --> 00:29:51,333 I'M NOT GOING TO GET UP. 614 00:29:56,267 --> 00:29:58,300 ** 615 00:30:02,333 --> 00:30:04,633 OH, [BLEEP]. 616 00:30:04,633 --> 00:30:06,000 OH, MAN. 617 00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:08,033 ** 618 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,000 ** 619 00:30:21,933 --> 00:30:23,967 ** 620 00:30:28,533 --> 00:30:30,533 ** 621 00:30:30,533 --> 00:30:31,567 OH! 622 00:30:35,033 --> 00:30:37,133 I FELL. [ KATHRYN GASPS ] 623 00:30:37,133 --> 00:30:38,933 I'M SORRY. 624 00:30:38,933 --> 00:30:39,933 NO, NO, NO, NO, NO. 625 00:30:39,933 --> 00:30:41,633 YEAH. DAMN IT. 626 00:30:41,633 --> 00:30:43,467 DID YOU GET UP WITHOUT YOUR WALKER? 627 00:30:43,467 --> 00:30:44,800 I DID. [ SIGHS ] 628 00:30:44,800 --> 00:30:47,467 NO, I WAS UP, AND I WAS TRYING TO TURN AROUND IN BED AND SIT 629 00:30:47,467 --> 00:30:50,000 BECAUSE I WAS HANGING OFF THE BED. 630 00:30:54,833 --> 00:30:58,100 MY NAME IS KATHRYN, K, A, T, H, R, Y, N. 631 00:30:58,100 --> 00:31:01,233 MY FIANCé -- HE'S FALLEN DOWN, AND I CAN'T GET HIM UP. 632 00:31:01,233 --> 00:31:05,600 HE'S ABOUT 700 POUNDS, SO I PROBABLY NEED TWO TEAMS. 633 00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:06,767 THANK YOU. 634 00:31:10,467 --> 00:31:12,800 [ Tearfully ] I'M SORRY. NO, DON'T CRY. 635 00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:15,467 YOU WERE JUST FEELING TOO GOOD TODAY. 636 00:31:15,467 --> 00:31:18,067 DO YOU WANT A PILLOW? 637 00:31:21,067 --> 00:31:22,067 [ KNOCKING AT DOOR ] 638 00:31:26,067 --> 00:31:28,067 ** 639 00:31:28,067 --> 00:31:30,067 MY FIANCé FELL OFF THE BED. 640 00:31:30,067 --> 00:31:31,700 WHEN HE GETS DOWN, HE CAN'T GET BACK UP. 641 00:31:31,700 --> 00:31:33,867 WE'RE ACTUALLY TRANSPORTING HIM DOWN TO HOUSTON TO SEE A DOCTOR 642 00:31:33,867 --> 00:31:35,333 TO HELP HIM WITH THE WEIGHT. SURE, OKAY. 643 00:31:35,333 --> 00:31:36,467 OKAY. 644 00:31:36,467 --> 00:31:38,800 WE NEED TO GET A LOT OF THIS STUFF OUT THE ROOM. 645 00:31:41,300 --> 00:31:43,700 Robert: OKAY. 646 00:31:43,700 --> 00:31:45,167 ONE, TWO, THREE. 647 00:31:45,167 --> 00:31:47,100 MAKE SURE IT'S ALL FLAT BEFORE HE GETS MOVED. 648 00:31:47,100 --> 00:31:48,133 ALL RIGHT. READY, ROBERT? YEP. 649 00:31:50,933 --> 00:31:51,967 Man: GET READY. ONE, TWO, THREE. 650 00:31:51,967 --> 00:31:53,367 LIFT HIM UP. 651 00:31:53,367 --> 00:31:54,633 Woman: OKAY. I NEED A HOLE. 652 00:31:54,633 --> 00:31:55,633 THAT'S OKAY. ALL RIGHT. 653 00:31:55,633 --> 00:31:57,333 EVERYBODY, PICK UP AND PULL. 654 00:32:00,833 --> 00:32:01,867 YOU GUYS ARE STRONG. 655 00:32:04,533 --> 00:32:05,833 SORRY ABOUT THAT. NO. 656 00:32:05,833 --> 00:32:07,167 I'M SORRY TO DO THIS TO YOU GUYS. 657 00:32:07,167 --> 00:32:09,100 YOU'RE GOOD. 658 00:32:09,100 --> 00:32:10,533 YEAH, I'LL PULL IT RIGHT UP FRONT SO HE CAN 659 00:32:10,533 --> 00:32:11,533 JUST SLIDE RIGHT IN. 660 00:32:11,533 --> 00:32:14,167 ROBERT, HOLD TIGHT. 661 00:32:14,167 --> 00:32:15,200 YEAH, I GOT IT. 662 00:32:19,500 --> 00:32:20,533 ALL RIGHT. 663 00:32:22,467 --> 00:32:23,500 ROBERT? OKAY. 664 00:32:25,867 --> 00:32:28,200 OKAY, RIGHT. 665 00:32:28,200 --> 00:32:31,767 EVERYBODY READY? ONE, TWO, THREE. 666 00:32:31,767 --> 00:32:32,933 FALL IN, ROBERT. WE GOT YOU. 667 00:32:32,933 --> 00:32:33,933 YEP. 668 00:32:33,933 --> 00:32:35,500 CAN YOU SCOOT? YEAH. 669 00:32:35,500 --> 00:32:37,067 LOOK AT YOU. GOOD JOB. 670 00:32:37,067 --> 00:32:38,400 WATCH YOUR FEET, ROB. THANK YOU. 671 00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:39,667 HOW'S THAT, ROBERT? GOOD, THANKS. 672 00:32:39,667 --> 00:32:41,500 I'M VERY IMPRESSED. TAKE CARE, OKAY? 673 00:32:41,500 --> 00:32:42,933 THIS IS NORMALLY A 2-HOUR PROCESS. 674 00:32:42,933 --> 00:32:44,100 THANK YOU SO MUCH. 675 00:32:46,100 --> 00:32:48,200 I DIDN'T MEAN THIS TO HAPPEN, AND I DIDN'T BREAK ANYTHING, 676 00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:49,400 BUT I'M DEFINITELY IN PAIN FROM THAT. 677 00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:50,500 LIKE, I'M GOING TO FEEL IT IN A COUPLE HOURS. 678 00:32:50,500 --> 00:32:53,633 LIKE, THE PAIN IS GOING TO BE TREMENDOUS, 679 00:32:53,633 --> 00:32:55,367 BUT IT'S, LIKE, A REMINDER THAT 680 00:32:55,367 --> 00:32:57,067 I'M NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO DO THINGS ON MY OWN, 681 00:32:57,067 --> 00:32:59,700 AND I HAVE TO GET HELP. 682 00:32:59,700 --> 00:33:02,500 IF I CAN'T GET THE HELP I NEED, I HAVE NOTHING LEFT. 683 00:33:04,567 --> 00:33:06,067 Kathryn: IT COULD'VE BEEN A LOT WORSE, 684 00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:08,400 BUT ROB HAS ALREADY GOT HIS BREAKFAST IN THE VAN. 685 00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:09,833 THANK YOU. 686 00:33:09,833 --> 00:33:12,500 IT'S A LITTLE COLD, BUT, I MEAN, THIS MAN LOVES COLD FAST FOOD 687 00:33:12,500 --> 00:33:16,867 AND WHATNOT ANYWAYS, SO HE'LL BE OKAY, BUT THINGS HAPPEN. 688 00:33:21,667 --> 00:33:24,700 BUT WE GOT TO GET HIM WHERE HE'S GOT TO BE. 689 00:33:28,067 --> 00:33:30,067 ** 690 00:33:32,233 --> 00:33:34,967 ROB IS IN A LOT OF PAIN. 691 00:33:34,967 --> 00:33:37,133 BEING IN THIS CAR FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS NOW, 692 00:33:37,133 --> 00:33:38,433 AND THEN WITH HIS FALL THIS MORNING, 693 00:33:38,433 --> 00:33:40,433 HE'S JUST REALLY SUFFERING. 694 00:33:42,933 --> 00:33:45,833 AND THE PAINKILLERS HE'S TAKING AREN'T EVEN HELPING NOW, 695 00:33:45,833 --> 00:33:48,967 SO HE MAY NEED MORE. 696 00:33:48,967 --> 00:33:51,267 BABE, IF YOU'RE IN THIS MUCH PAIN, YOU SHOULD CALL DR. NOW 697 00:33:51,267 --> 00:33:53,100 AND SEE IF HE CAN HELP YOU. 698 00:33:53,100 --> 00:33:54,700 OKAY. 699 00:33:54,700 --> 00:33:58,433 [ PHONE RINGING ] 700 00:33:59,633 --> 00:34:00,733 Dr. Nowzaradan: HELLO. 701 00:34:00,733 --> 00:34:02,567 HI, DOCTOR. HOW YOU DOING? 702 00:34:02,567 --> 00:34:04,633 I'M DOING OKAY. SO, WHAT'S GOING ON? 703 00:34:04,633 --> 00:34:08,367 NO, WE'RE JUST ON OUR WAY, AND I'M JUST HAVING A LOT OF PAIN. 704 00:34:08,367 --> 00:34:11,500 I ACTUALLY FELL, AND, I MEAN, LIKE, NOTHING GOT HURT REAL BAD, 705 00:34:11,500 --> 00:34:14,700 BUT I'M ALL BRUISED UP, LIKE, GOING UP MY LEGS AND MY TOES. 706 00:34:14,700 --> 00:34:17,400 LIKE, THERE'S DEFINITELY, LIKE, BRUISING AND SWELLING, 707 00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:19,767 AND IT JUST, YOU KNOW, LAYING DOWN THE WHOLE TIME, 708 00:34:19,767 --> 00:34:21,767 IT'S JUST BEEN A LITTLE ROUGH ON ME. 709 00:34:21,767 --> 00:34:23,500 OKAY. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? 710 00:34:23,500 --> 00:34:26,567 I BELIEVE IT'S ANOTHER HOUR AND A HALF, 2 HOURS TO LITTLE ROCK. 711 00:34:26,567 --> 00:34:28,800 OKAY, SO WHAT ARE YOU TAKING FOR PAIN? 712 00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:32,300 FOR MY WORST PAIN, I TAKE DILAUDID, 8 MILLIGRAMS. 713 00:34:36,067 --> 00:34:38,100 ** 714 00:34:40,333 --> 00:34:41,600 ALL RIGHT. SO YOU JUST WANT US 715 00:34:41,600 --> 00:34:43,833 TO PUSH THROUGH THEN? YES. 716 00:34:43,833 --> 00:34:45,567 OKAY, DOCTOR. NO PROBLEM. 717 00:34:45,567 --> 00:34:46,567 OKAY. ALL RIGHT. 718 00:34:46,567 --> 00:34:47,633 THANK YOU, SIR. 719 00:34:47,633 --> 00:34:50,167 OKAY. BYE-BYE. 720 00:34:53,200 --> 00:34:55,233 ** 721 00:34:59,800 --> 00:35:04,067 WE'RE THANKFULLY IN HOUSTON AND ALMOST TO THE HOSPITAL, 722 00:35:04,067 --> 00:35:06,667 AND DR. NOW IS GOING TO MEET US THERE AND GET ROB ADMITTED, 723 00:35:06,667 --> 00:35:09,600 AND HOPEFULLY THIS WILL BE THE START OF HIS NEW LIFE. 724 00:35:13,067 --> 00:35:16,400 Dr. Nowzaradan: ROBERT BUCHEL IS SHOWING UP HERE SHORTLY. 725 00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:21,267 HIS WEIGHT IS UNKNOWN, BUT HE'S BEEN AS HEAVY AS 800 POUNDS. 726 00:35:21,267 --> 00:35:23,933 AND HE'S ALMOST COMPLETELY BEDRIDDEN, 727 00:35:23,933 --> 00:35:27,067 SO I'M CONCERNED HOW HIS BODY IS HOLDING UP. 728 00:35:27,067 --> 00:35:30,600 BUT HE'S ALREADY CALLED ASKING FOR PAINKILLER, 729 00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:33,067 SO I'M HOPING HE DOESN'T HAVE ADDICTION 730 00:35:33,067 --> 00:35:36,500 TO THAT AS WELL AS FOOD TO DEAL WITH. 731 00:35:36,500 --> 00:35:39,900 BUT WE WILL ASSESS HIS SITUATION WHEN HE GETS HERE 732 00:35:39,900 --> 00:35:43,867 AND SEE WHAT THE ISSUES WE NEED TO START ADDRESSING ARE. 733 00:35:46,300 --> 00:35:48,300 ** 734 00:35:48,300 --> 00:35:49,700 Kathryn: I'M NOT SURE WHERE TO GO TO WAIT, 735 00:35:49,700 --> 00:35:51,500 SO I'M JUST GOING TO PULL AROUND BACK 736 00:35:51,500 --> 00:35:53,433 AND LET DR. NOW KNOW WHERE WE ARE. 737 00:35:55,500 --> 00:35:57,233 Robert: BUT IT'S GOOD TO BE HERE. 738 00:35:57,233 --> 00:35:58,533 IT WAS TOUGH TO GET HERE, 739 00:35:58,533 --> 00:36:00,700 BUT IT FEELS GREAT THAT THERE'S SOMEONE OUT THERE 740 00:36:00,700 --> 00:36:03,067 WHO IS WILLING TO EVEN PUT AN EFFORT TOWARDS ME 741 00:36:03,067 --> 00:36:05,533 TO HELP ME HAVE A BETTER LIFE. 742 00:36:05,533 --> 00:36:07,833 A LOT OF WORK IS GOING TO HAVE TO COME FROM ME, 743 00:36:07,833 --> 00:36:09,333 BUT, DR. NOW, HE'S GOING TO HELP ME 744 00:36:09,333 --> 00:36:11,833 GET TO WHERE I CAN START LOSING WEIGHT AGAIN. 745 00:36:15,067 --> 00:36:17,067 ** 746 00:36:17,067 --> 00:36:18,933 HI, ROBERT. Robert: HI, SIR. 747 00:36:18,933 --> 00:36:20,833 HOW ARE YOU? NICE TO MEET YOU. 748 00:36:20,833 --> 00:36:23,700 HOW WAS YOUR TRIP? 749 00:36:23,700 --> 00:36:25,233 KIND OF ROUGH. 750 00:36:25,233 --> 00:36:26,400 ROUGH? 751 00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:28,933 WAS YOU ABLE TO GET UP AND WALK? 752 00:36:28,933 --> 00:36:30,333 YOU CAN WALK A FEW STEPS? 753 00:36:30,333 --> 00:36:31,867 WITH THE WALKER, YEAH. MY FIANCéE IS GOING TO GET 754 00:36:31,867 --> 00:36:33,533 THE WALKER AND STUFF. 755 00:36:33,533 --> 00:36:34,667 ALL RIGHT. 756 00:36:34,667 --> 00:36:36,433 SO, HOW WAS EVERYTHING ELSE? 757 00:36:36,433 --> 00:36:37,967 AS GOOD AS CAN BE, YOU KNOW? 758 00:36:37,967 --> 00:36:39,067 RIGHT. 759 00:36:39,067 --> 00:36:41,433 SO, WHAT MEDICATION ARE YOU TAKING? 760 00:36:41,433 --> 00:36:43,333 I'M ON DILAUDID FOR PAIN. 761 00:36:43,333 --> 00:36:45,533 I'M ON LASIX FOR MY SWELLING. 762 00:36:45,533 --> 00:36:47,300 I'M ON AMBIEN. 763 00:36:47,300 --> 00:36:48,433 I'M ON MELATONIN. 764 00:36:48,433 --> 00:36:49,733 BABE, WHAT ELSE AM I ON? 765 00:36:49,733 --> 00:36:59,167 SYNTHROID, PROZAC, BACID, BABY ASPIRIN, MELATONIN. 766 00:36:59,167 --> 00:37:00,767 OKAY. THAT WILL DO. 767 00:37:00,767 --> 00:37:02,100 GOT IT. 768 00:37:02,100 --> 00:37:06,833 LET'S GET YOU IN WHEELCHAIR AND GET YOU CHECKED OUT. 769 00:37:06,833 --> 00:37:09,233 I'M EXTREMELY CONCERNED RIGHT NOW. 770 00:37:09,233 --> 00:37:13,733 ROBERT IS ON FAR TOO MANY PAINKILLERS, 771 00:37:13,733 --> 00:37:15,567 AND IF WE DON'T ADDRESS THAT, 772 00:37:15,567 --> 00:37:20,133 THAT ISSUE WILL LIKELY KILL HIM FIRST. 773 00:37:20,133 --> 00:37:24,133 AND THE FACT THAT HE'S ALIVE AND HIS BODY HAS BEEN ABLE TO ENDURE 774 00:37:24,133 --> 00:37:26,667 THAT IS TRULY A MIRACLE. 775 00:37:29,333 --> 00:37:32,300 AND THERE ARE VERY FEW PEOPLE ON THE PLANET 776 00:37:32,300 --> 00:37:34,833 THAT COULD SURVIVE ALL THAT. 777 00:37:34,833 --> 00:37:35,900 JUST MADE IT. 778 00:37:35,900 --> 00:37:37,500 DO YOU THINK YOU CAN GET IN THIS BED? 779 00:37:37,500 --> 00:37:39,400 YES. I'M GOING TO GET HIM UP. 780 00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:42,300 Robert: TWO, THREE. 781 00:37:42,300 --> 00:37:44,200 OKAY. THANK YOU. 782 00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:45,667 BRAKES ARE ON. 783 00:37:45,667 --> 00:37:49,867 WATCH YOUR FOOT. 784 00:37:49,867 --> 00:37:51,167 ALL RIGHT. GOT IT? 785 00:37:51,167 --> 00:37:53,867 YEAH. GO AHEAD. 786 00:37:53,867 --> 00:37:56,100 OKAY, GOOD. 787 00:37:56,100 --> 00:37:58,300 SO WHAT IS WITH THIS DILAUDID MEDICINE 788 00:37:58,300 --> 00:37:59,733 THAT YOU'VE BEEN HOOKED ON? 789 00:37:59,733 --> 00:38:02,233 ONLY FOR DEALING WITH EXTREME PAIN IN MY LEG. 790 00:38:02,233 --> 00:38:03,367 MM-HMM. 791 00:38:03,367 --> 00:38:06,400 AND I TRY TO TAKE AS LEAST AS POSSIBLE. 792 00:38:06,400 --> 00:38:08,167 WHEN I WALK, OR WHEN I DO EXERCISES, 793 00:38:08,167 --> 00:38:10,467 THEN THAT REALLY PUTS PRESSURE ON IT. 794 00:38:10,467 --> 00:38:14,067 WELL, I'M VERY CONCERNED ABOUT ALL THE PAIN MEDICATION 795 00:38:14,067 --> 00:38:15,133 YOU'RE ON, 796 00:38:15,133 --> 00:38:17,067 SO I'M ADMITTING YOU TO THE HOSPITAL 797 00:38:17,067 --> 00:38:20,367 TO START YOU ON A 1,200-CALORIE-A-DAY DIET. 798 00:38:20,367 --> 00:38:22,533 OKAY. BUT WE ALSO ARE GOING TO 799 00:38:22,533 --> 00:38:24,600 CUT YOU OFF FROM THE PAINKILLERS... 800 00:38:24,600 --> 00:38:25,767 OKAY. 801 00:38:25,767 --> 00:38:27,767 ...BECAUSE THE RATE AND AMOUNT YOU'RE TAKING 802 00:38:27,767 --> 00:38:30,233 IS GOING TO KILL YOU. 803 00:38:30,233 --> 00:38:32,333 SO WE'RE GOING TO RUN SOME TESTS 804 00:38:32,333 --> 00:38:35,067 AND SEE WHAT IS IN YOUR SYSTEM NOW, 805 00:38:35,067 --> 00:38:38,467 AND IF YOU TAKE ANYTHING MORE, I'M GOING TO KNOW. 806 00:38:38,467 --> 00:38:42,933 BUT THIS IS GOING TO BE A TOTAL LIFESTYLE CHANGING FOR YOU. 807 00:38:42,933 --> 00:38:44,267 ABSOLUTELY. WHATEVER YOU THINK 808 00:38:44,267 --> 00:38:46,367 IS GOING TO WORK FOR ME, THAT'S WHAT WE'RE GOING TO DO. 809 00:38:46,367 --> 00:38:47,833 I WANT MY LIFE BACK. 810 00:38:47,833 --> 00:38:49,067 OKAY. GOOD, 811 00:38:49,067 --> 00:38:50,867 BECAUSE YOU LOOK LIKE YOUR BODY 812 00:38:50,867 --> 00:38:54,700 IS NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO HANDLE YOUR WEIGHT MUCH LONGER, 813 00:38:54,700 --> 00:38:56,633 BUT LET ME CHECK YOUR WEIGHT NOW. 814 00:38:59,800 --> 00:39:02,600 YOU'RE AT... 815 00:39:02,600 --> 00:39:04,200 842. 816 00:39:06,667 --> 00:39:10,800 SO, YOUR BODY IS NO DOUBT AT ITS LIMIT, 817 00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:13,600 AND WE NEED TO TURN THAT AROUND FAST, 818 00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:15,333 SO YOU READY FOR THIS, ROBERT? 819 00:39:15,333 --> 00:39:16,967 ABSOLUTELY. 820 00:39:16,967 --> 00:39:19,933 THERE'S NO -- YOU'RE NOT GOING TO HEAR NO FROM ME. 821 00:39:19,933 --> 00:39:21,300 ALL YOU'RE GOING TO HEAR IS, "YES, DOCTOR." 822 00:39:21,300 --> 00:39:22,467 THAT'S IT. 823 00:39:22,467 --> 00:39:27,567 THEN WE'LL DO ALL WE CAN AS LONG AS YOU WORK HARD. 824 00:39:27,567 --> 00:39:30,667 ALL RIGHT. SO YOU NEED TO GET SOME REST. 825 00:39:30,667 --> 00:39:32,333 THIS IS MY ANGEL, DOCTOR. 826 00:39:32,333 --> 00:39:33,933 SHE'S WORKING HARD FOR YOU. 827 00:39:33,933 --> 00:39:35,233 SHE'S WORKING OVERTIME FOR ME. 828 00:39:35,233 --> 00:39:36,967 THIS IS THE GIRL I HAVE TO MARRY. 829 00:39:36,967 --> 00:39:38,167 I CAN'T LET HER GO. 830 00:39:38,167 --> 00:39:40,067 SHE'S MY EVERYTHING, DOCTOR. 831 00:39:40,067 --> 00:39:41,067 ALL RIGHT. 832 00:39:41,067 --> 00:39:43,733 WELL, THAT SOUNDS LIKE SOME GOOD MOTIVATION. 833 00:39:43,733 --> 00:39:45,500 SO WE'LL GET YOU ON THE RIGHT TRACK, OKAY? 834 00:39:45,500 --> 00:39:46,533 THANK YOU SO MUCH, DOCTOR. 835 00:39:46,533 --> 00:39:48,700 ALL RIGHT. 836 00:39:48,700 --> 00:39:53,067 ROBERT IS IN FAR WORSE SHAPE THAN I'VE SEEN IN A WHILE, 837 00:39:53,067 --> 00:39:54,600 SO WE HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO DO 838 00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:58,067 WITH HIM AND VERY LITTLE TIME TO DO IT. 839 00:39:58,067 --> 00:40:01,400 HIS BODY IS BARELY HANGING ON AT THIS POINT, 840 00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:04,433 BUT WE'LL DO EVERYTHING WITHIN OUR POWER 841 00:40:04,433 --> 00:40:10,100 TO GET HIM TO A HEALTHIER PLACE AND TRY TO SAVE HIS LIFE. 842 00:40:10,100 --> 00:40:12,733 I'M HAPPY BECAUSE WE DIDN'T KNOW IF DR. NOWZARADAN 843 00:40:12,733 --> 00:40:14,400 WOULD JUST COME IN AND LOOK AT HIM AND SAY, 844 00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:17,833 "I'M SORRY. YOU'RE TOO FAR GONE FOR ME TO HELP YOU." 845 00:40:17,833 --> 00:40:19,267 BUT AT LEAST WE HAVE A CHANCE, 846 00:40:19,267 --> 00:40:22,233 AND AT LEAST NOW HE'S WHERE HE NEEDS TO BE. 847 00:40:29,067 --> 00:40:31,100 ** 848 00:40:35,767 --> 00:40:39,467 Dr. Nowzaradan: ROBERT HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A COUPLE DAYS NOW, 849 00:40:39,467 --> 00:40:42,400 AND WE HAVE RUN A NUMBER OF TESTS ON HIM, 850 00:40:42,400 --> 00:40:46,200 AND THERE ARE SOME CONCERNING ISSUES THAT WE ARE FINDING, 851 00:40:46,200 --> 00:40:48,733 THE BIGGEST ONE BEING THE AMOUNT OF PAINKILLERS 852 00:40:48,733 --> 00:40:50,933 HE HAD IN HIS SYSTEM. 853 00:40:50,933 --> 00:40:55,767 IT'S THE HIGHEST I HAVE EVER SEEN, AND I'VE SEEN A LOT. 854 00:40:55,767 --> 00:40:58,533 AND THAT ELEMENT HAS DETERIORATED HIS BODY 855 00:40:58,533 --> 00:41:03,367 SIGNIFICANTLY ON TOP OF THE AMOUNT OF WEIGHT HE HAS ON HIM. 856 00:41:03,367 --> 00:41:05,900 BUT I DON'T THINK HE EVEN REALIZES 857 00:41:05,900 --> 00:41:08,833 THE AMOUNT OF PAINKILLERS HE'S BEEN TAKING IN, 858 00:41:08,833 --> 00:41:10,967 AND MY BIG CONCERN RIGHT NOW 859 00:41:10,967 --> 00:41:16,067 IS THE PAINKILLERS HE'S BEEN TAKING ARE VERY STRONG, 860 00:41:16,067 --> 00:41:20,600 AND THAT EXCESS USE CAN CAUSE ULCERS THAT CAN FORM A HOLE 861 00:41:20,600 --> 00:41:22,833 THAT WILL LEAD TO THE STOMACH ACID 862 00:41:22,833 --> 00:41:24,833 LEAKING INTO THE BODY 863 00:41:24,833 --> 00:41:28,233 AND CAN LEAD TO SEPSIS AND THEN DEATH. 864 00:41:28,233 --> 00:41:29,400 CAN YOU GET THAT LIGHT? 865 00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:31,400 Nurse: RED LIGHT, PLEASE. 866 00:41:31,400 --> 00:41:34,533 SO I'M DOING AN ENDOSCOPY TO SEE IF THERE ARE 867 00:41:34,533 --> 00:41:38,767 ANY LIFE-THREATENING ISSUES LIKE THAT CAUSED BY THE PAINKILLERS 868 00:41:38,767 --> 00:41:42,333 OR ANY OTHER FACTORS HE HAS RIGHT NOW, 869 00:41:42,333 --> 00:41:46,067 BECAUSE HIS SITUATION CAN TURN DEADLY QUICKLY 870 00:41:46,067 --> 00:41:50,367 IF WE DON'T IDENTIFY AND TREAT IT. 871 00:41:50,367 --> 00:41:53,300 OKAY, WE CAN GET HIM TO RECOVERY. 872 00:41:57,067 --> 00:42:00,100 ROBERT DOES HAVE ULCERS IN HIS STOMACH. 873 00:42:00,100 --> 00:42:04,067 THE GOOD NEWS IS IT DIDN'T LOOK LIKE ANY HOLES HAD FORMED 874 00:42:04,067 --> 00:42:05,867 IN HIS STOMACH LINING. 875 00:42:05,867 --> 00:42:08,600 BUT THAT ISSUE CAN DEVELOP FAST, 876 00:42:08,600 --> 00:42:12,367 SO WE NEED TO START TREATING HIM IMMEDIATELY FOR THAT. 877 00:42:12,367 --> 00:42:16,300 SO WE'VE GOT HIM ON MEDICATION TO ADDRESS HIS STOMACH ULCERS 878 00:42:16,300 --> 00:42:19,300 BEFORE THEY HAVE A CHANCE TO GET ANY WORSE. 879 00:42:19,300 --> 00:42:22,533 THAT COMBINED WITH THE FACT THAT WE ARE MAKING HIM 880 00:42:22,533 --> 00:42:25,933 DO A COMPLETE WITHDRAWAL FROM ALL THE PAINKILLERS 881 00:42:25,933 --> 00:42:29,600 WILL HOPEFULLY GET HIM BACK ON THE RIGHT TRACK. 882 00:42:32,067 --> 00:42:34,067 ** 883 00:42:38,100 --> 00:42:40,967 ROBERT HAS BEEN DOING WELL WITH THE TREATMENTS 884 00:42:40,967 --> 00:42:42,500 WE HAVE BEEN GIVING HIM, 885 00:42:42,500 --> 00:42:45,067 AND HE'S STAYING ON THE DIET. 886 00:42:45,067 --> 00:42:49,067 SO WE HAVE IMPROVED HIS SITUATION A GOOD BIT, 887 00:42:49,067 --> 00:42:51,667 BUT HE STILL HAS A LONG WAY TO GO 888 00:42:51,667 --> 00:42:55,400 BEFORE HE IS OUT OF THE WOODS. 889 00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:57,133 HEY, BABE. 890 00:42:57,133 --> 00:43:00,967 Kathryn: I'M REALLY ENCOURAGED AND PROUD AT HOW WELL ROB HAS BEEN DOING. 891 00:43:00,967 --> 00:43:03,267 BEFORE WE GOT DOWN HERE, I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS 892 00:43:03,267 --> 00:43:06,433 BECAUSE YOU CAN PUT SOMEBODY IN AN INSTITUTIONALIZED 893 00:43:06,433 --> 00:43:08,067 SETTING ALL YOU WANT, 894 00:43:08,067 --> 00:43:11,067 BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT THEY'RE READY TO DEAL WITH IT. 895 00:43:11,067 --> 00:43:13,500 HE'S BEEN PRETTY CALM, AND IT'S COMFORTING 896 00:43:13,500 --> 00:43:15,067 BECAUSE THAT MEANS THAT, 897 00:43:15,067 --> 00:43:18,833 TO ME, HE'S FINALLY READY TO GO 898 00:43:18,833 --> 00:43:21,767 AND DO WHAT HE HAS TO DO TO GET OUR LIFE BACK. 899 00:43:21,767 --> 00:43:23,767 I'M GOING TO... 900 00:43:23,767 --> 00:43:26,267 ARE YOU? OKAY. 901 00:43:26,267 --> 00:43:27,300 ALL RIGHT, READY? 902 00:43:30,367 --> 00:43:32,267 Robert: I CERTAINLY HAD MY DOUBTS AT FIRST 903 00:43:32,267 --> 00:43:34,067 WHEN I THOUGHT ABOUT COMING DOWN HERE. 904 00:43:34,067 --> 00:43:37,067 BUT THEN WHEN THE REALIZATION OF JUST THE PRISON 905 00:43:37,067 --> 00:43:38,767 I'VE BEEN IN ALL THESE YEARS, 906 00:43:38,767 --> 00:43:40,867 IT CERTAINLY MAKES IT EASIER COMING HERE 907 00:43:40,867 --> 00:43:43,567 AND KNOWING WHAT I HAVE TO DO AND GET DONE. 908 00:43:43,567 --> 00:43:45,333 THE MOST THING I WORRY ABOUT IS DEFINITELY 909 00:43:45,333 --> 00:43:46,900 GETTING QUALIFIED FOR SURGERY. 910 00:43:46,900 --> 00:43:50,333 I KNOW THE DOCTOR WANTS ME TO CERTAINLY GET MY WEIGHT DOWN. 911 00:43:50,333 --> 00:43:52,167 THAT'S WHY I'M MAKING EVERY EFFORT 912 00:43:52,167 --> 00:43:57,133 I POSSIBLY CAN TO REACH THAT GOAL OF SURGERY IN TIME. 913 00:43:57,133 --> 00:43:58,133 LIKE, MY ARMS ARE HURTING ME RIGHT NOW. 914 00:43:58,133 --> 00:43:59,733 LIKE, I'VE NEVER... 915 00:43:59,733 --> 00:44:01,400 I MEAN, IT'S BEEN YEARS SINCE I'VE DONE ANY KIND OF PULL-UP, 916 00:44:01,400 --> 00:44:03,933 LIKE, TRIED A PULL-UP. 917 00:44:05,967 --> 00:44:07,400 EVEN JUST DOING EXERCISE HURTS. 918 00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:09,767 WELL, THAT DOESN'T SURPRISE ME. 919 00:44:09,767 --> 00:44:11,067 IT'S STUFF THAT YOU HAVEN'T DONE. 920 00:44:11,067 --> 00:44:13,267 YOU'RE USING MUSCLES YOU HAVEN'T HAD TO USE. 921 00:44:13,267 --> 00:44:14,933 YEAH, I TOLD YOU, HE LOWERED MY PAIN MEDS 922 00:44:14,933 --> 00:44:15,933 FROM WHAT I WAS GETTING, SO... 923 00:44:15,933 --> 00:44:17,400 YES, THAT I KNEW, YEAH. 924 00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:18,833 SO I'M DEFINITELY HURTING, YEAH. 925 00:44:18,833 --> 00:44:20,900 YEAH, THAT I KNEW. 926 00:44:20,900 --> 00:44:24,267 ROBERT STILL STRUGGLES WITH WANTING PAINKILLERS, 927 00:44:24,267 --> 00:44:28,167 BUT WE ARE CONTINUING TO CUT HIM OFF FROM THAT. 928 00:44:28,167 --> 00:44:32,967 HE DOESN'T FULLY REALIZE HE HAS AN ADDICTION TO THEM, 929 00:44:32,967 --> 00:44:35,867 AND EVENTUALLY HE WOULD PUSH HIS BODY 930 00:44:35,867 --> 00:44:38,900 TO SUCH A POINT THAT IT WOULD GIVE OUT. 931 00:44:38,900 --> 00:44:42,067 SO IT WAS VERY GOOD THAT WE WERE ABLE TO ADDRESS 932 00:44:42,067 --> 00:44:44,067 THAT WHEN WE DID. 933 00:44:44,067 --> 00:44:47,333 AND WITH THE ISSUE UNDER CONTROL AT THE MOMENT, 934 00:44:47,333 --> 00:44:51,700 OUR FOCUS NOW IS ON HIS CONTINUED WEIGHT LOSS, 935 00:44:51,700 --> 00:44:55,933 AND WE ALREADY HAVE HIS WEIGHT DOWN TO 718, 936 00:44:55,933 --> 00:45:00,233 WHICH IS 124-POUND WEIGHT LOSS IN 1 MONTH, 937 00:45:00,233 --> 00:45:05,933 SO HIS PROGRESS IS COMING ALONG, BUT HE STILL HAS A WAYS TO GO. 938 00:45:07,567 --> 00:45:09,600 ** 939 00:45:13,567 --> 00:45:15,600 ** 940 00:45:16,900 --> 00:45:18,467 Robert: I'VE BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A WHILE, 941 00:45:18,467 --> 00:45:21,467 AND I'M FEELING BETTER NOW THAN, OF COURSE, 942 00:45:21,467 --> 00:45:23,233 I HAVE IN A LONG TIME. 943 00:45:23,233 --> 00:45:24,500 THE DIET HAS BEEN AN ADJUSTMENT. 944 00:45:24,500 --> 00:45:26,167 IT'S VERY STRICT. IT'S VERY REGIMENTED, 945 00:45:26,167 --> 00:45:28,267 AND THAT WAS A LITTLE SLOW GOING AT FIRST, 946 00:45:28,267 --> 00:45:30,533 YOU KNOW, TRYING TO GET ADJUSTED TO THE PORTIONS. 947 00:45:30,533 --> 00:45:34,233 AND I'M GETTING THERE, BUT IT HAS BEEN HARD SOME DAYS. 948 00:45:34,233 --> 00:45:36,733 I'M JUST GOING TO HAVE TO KEEP MY EYE ON THE PRIZE 949 00:45:36,733 --> 00:45:40,133 AND LOOK TO THE FUTURE. 950 00:45:40,133 --> 00:45:43,067 ROBERT HAS CONTINUED TO MAKE GOOD PROGRESS. 951 00:45:43,067 --> 00:45:45,200 AND WITH WHERE HE'S AT NOW, 952 00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:47,633 IT'S TIME THAT HE START DOING MORE 953 00:45:47,633 --> 00:45:49,867 AND GETTING UP AND OUT OF BED, 954 00:45:49,867 --> 00:45:53,333 SO WE ARE GOING TO TRANSFER HIM TO A REHAB FACILITY 955 00:45:53,333 --> 00:45:54,800 TO HELP HIM DO THAT. 956 00:45:54,800 --> 00:45:57,333 AND IF HE'S ABLE TO GET MORE ACTIVE, 957 00:45:57,333 --> 00:46:00,767 WE WILL BE ABLE TO CONSIDER HIM FOR SURGERY. 958 00:46:04,100 --> 00:46:05,533 HI, ROBERT. HEY, DR. NOWZARADAN. 959 00:46:05,533 --> 00:46:07,400 HOW ARE YOU DOING? HOW ARE YOU? 960 00:46:07,400 --> 00:46:08,567 ALL RIGHT. 961 00:46:08,567 --> 00:46:11,600 LET'S SEE WHAT THE WEIGHT IS AT TODAY. 962 00:46:11,600 --> 00:46:14,967 IT LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE DOWN TO 625. 963 00:46:14,967 --> 00:46:17,100 WOW. THAT'S SUPER! 964 00:46:17,100 --> 00:46:21,100 WE HAVE YOU DOWN OVER 200 POUNDS SINCE YOU GOT HERE. 965 00:46:21,100 --> 00:46:24,400 SO, LIKE WE DISCUSSED, TODAY WE WILL HAVE A TRANSPORT 966 00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:26,933 COMING TO TAKE YOU TO THE REHAB FACILITY... 967 00:46:26,933 --> 00:46:28,400 OKAY. ...TO HELP GET YOU UP 968 00:46:28,400 --> 00:46:29,567 AND WALKING MORE. 969 00:46:29,567 --> 00:46:30,967 OKAY. 970 00:46:30,967 --> 00:46:34,067 AND IF EVERYTHING IS IMPROVED, YOU GET YOUR STAMINA BACK, 971 00:46:34,067 --> 00:46:37,067 WE'RE GOING TO GO AHEAD AND TAKE ONE OF THESE MASSES OFF, 972 00:46:37,067 --> 00:46:40,800 WHICH I THINK THAT ONE IS BIGGER AND HANGING MORE, RIGHT? 973 00:46:40,800 --> 00:46:41,833 I THINK SO. 974 00:46:41,833 --> 00:46:43,800 I MEAN, DEFINITELY THIS IS THE ONE 975 00:46:43,800 --> 00:46:45,533 THAT HANGS ON THE BAD LEG. 976 00:46:45,533 --> 00:46:48,433 SO THAT WILL BE THE FIRST CHOICE THAT WE'RE GOING TO TAKE OFF. 977 00:46:48,433 --> 00:46:49,600 OKAY. 978 00:46:49,600 --> 00:46:51,800 AND ONCE YOU HEAL AND SEE HOW THINGS ARE, 979 00:46:51,800 --> 00:46:53,567 WE CAN REMOVE THE OTHER ONE. 980 00:46:53,567 --> 00:46:54,600 SOUND GOOD? 981 00:46:54,600 --> 00:46:55,833 ABSOLUTELY. OKAY. 982 00:46:55,833 --> 00:46:58,467 IT IS IMPERATIVE THAT YOU GET MORE ACTIVE. 983 00:46:58,467 --> 00:46:59,733 OKAY, OKAY. YOU UNDERSTAND? 984 00:46:59,733 --> 00:47:01,400 OKAY, I'M GOING TO TRY MY HARDEST. 985 00:47:01,400 --> 00:47:03,300 I KNOW YOU CAN DO THIS. 986 00:47:03,300 --> 00:47:04,433 OKAY. SO YOU'RE GOING TO 987 00:47:04,433 --> 00:47:06,233 STICK WITH DIET? ABSOLUTELY, ABSOLUTELY. 988 00:47:06,233 --> 00:47:07,967 IF YOU DON'T LOSE WEIGHT, 989 00:47:07,967 --> 00:47:10,400 THEN I KNOW YOU'RE NOT FOLLOWING YOUR DIET. 990 00:47:10,400 --> 00:47:11,800 ABSOLUTELY. OKAY. 991 00:47:11,800 --> 00:47:14,667 WE'LL GET TRANSPORT HERE SOON TO TAKE YOU OVER. 992 00:47:14,667 --> 00:47:15,767 THANK YOU, DOCTOR. ALL RIGHT. 993 00:47:15,767 --> 00:47:16,800 TAKE CARE. 994 00:47:19,767 --> 00:47:24,500 ROBERT IS IN A BETTER PLACE, BUT UNTIL HE GET MUCH MORE ACTIVE, 995 00:47:24,500 --> 00:47:27,400 THEN HIS BODY WILL CONTINUE TO DETERIORATE 996 00:47:27,400 --> 00:47:29,367 AT A SIGNIFICANT RATE 997 00:47:29,367 --> 00:47:31,867 UNTIL IT ACCELERATE TO THE POINT 998 00:47:31,867 --> 00:47:34,533 THAT HIS BODY JUST GIVES OUT. 999 00:47:34,533 --> 00:47:37,733 AND, EVEN WITH ALL THE PROGRESS HE HAS MADE, 1000 00:47:37,733 --> 00:47:41,800 HIS LACK OF MOBILITY STILL KEEPS HIM IN A PLACE 1001 00:47:41,800 --> 00:47:45,567 WHERE ONE SMALL THING CAN LEAD HIM TO A SITUATION 1002 00:47:45,567 --> 00:47:48,833 WHERE HIS BODY STARTS TO FAIL, 1003 00:47:48,833 --> 00:47:51,067 AND WE'LL BE POWERLESS TO HELP HIM, 1004 00:47:51,067 --> 00:47:54,933 SO THIS WILL BE A VERY SIGNIFICANT MONTH FOR ROBERT. 1005 00:48:02,067 --> 00:48:04,067 ** 1006 00:48:08,967 --> 00:48:11,067 ** 1007 00:48:15,933 --> 00:48:17,967 ** 1008 00:48:22,900 --> 00:48:24,933 ** 1009 00:48:26,833 --> 00:48:29,367 [ KNOCKING AT DOOR ] 1010 00:48:29,367 --> 00:48:30,800 ALL RIGHT, MR. BUCHEL. Robert: WHAT'S UP, TIM? 1011 00:48:30,800 --> 00:48:32,067 HOW YOU DOING? ALL RIGHT. 1012 00:48:32,067 --> 00:48:35,600 SO I KNOW WE'RE GOING FOR THE LONG HAUL. 1013 00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:36,833 OKAY. YEAH. 1014 00:48:36,833 --> 00:48:37,867 ALL RIGHT. LET'S DO IT. 1015 00:48:37,867 --> 00:48:38,900 OKAY. 1016 00:48:42,067 --> 00:48:43,667 PHYSICAL THERAPY IS GOING REALLY GOOD. 1017 00:48:43,667 --> 00:48:47,067 WE STARTED OFF A LITTLE SLOW. 1018 00:48:47,067 --> 00:48:49,800 AND EACH TIME WE GO OUT NOW, IT'S A LITTLE MORE HARD. 1019 00:48:49,800 --> 00:48:51,933 THAT -- YEAH, THE HEAD GOES DOWN. 1020 00:48:51,933 --> 00:48:54,200 BUT I HAVE A NEVER-GIVE-UP ATTITUDE, 1021 00:48:54,200 --> 00:48:55,933 AND I'M JUST GOING TO KEEP GOING. 1022 00:48:55,933 --> 00:48:57,300 ALL RIGHT. 1023 00:48:57,300 --> 00:48:59,067 ANY LENGTHS I HAVE TO GET TO TO WALK WITHOUT A WALKER, 1024 00:48:59,067 --> 00:49:01,533 WITHOUT A WHEELCHAIR, WITHOUT A CANE OR ANYTHING, 1025 00:49:01,533 --> 00:49:03,933 I'M GOING TO GET TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN LIVE A NORMAL LIFE. 1026 00:49:03,933 --> 00:49:06,467 YOU'RE OFF. 1027 00:49:10,100 --> 00:49:12,067 YOU KNOW, THE LAST PLACE THAT WE STOPPED, 1028 00:49:12,067 --> 00:49:14,267 WE'RE GOING TO GO AFTER THAT. 1029 00:49:14,267 --> 00:49:15,300 DOING GOOD. 1030 00:49:19,233 --> 00:49:20,267 ALL RIGHT. 1031 00:49:24,233 --> 00:49:26,233 ** 1032 00:49:26,233 --> 00:49:29,267 Kathryn: I'VE BEEN REALLY IMPRESSED WITH HOW HARD ROB IS WORKING. 1033 00:49:29,267 --> 00:49:30,633 ALL RIGHT, I'M READY. ALL RIGHT. 1034 00:49:30,633 --> 00:49:32,067 LET'S GO. 1035 00:49:32,067 --> 00:49:34,667 WHEN HE FIRST GOT HERE, HE COULD BARELY MAKE IT OUT OF HIS ROOM 1036 00:49:34,667 --> 00:49:37,700 WITHOUT NEEDING TO QUIT. 1037 00:49:37,700 --> 00:49:39,267 NOW HE CAN MAKE IT DOWN THE HALL 1038 00:49:39,267 --> 00:49:41,100 AND ALMOST TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE BUILDING. 1039 00:49:41,100 --> 00:49:43,333 ALL RIGHT. THAT'S IT. 1040 00:49:43,333 --> 00:49:46,433 OKAY. BRING IT UP. 1041 00:49:46,433 --> 00:49:48,667 AND, EVERY DAY, HE'S GOING A LITTLE FURTHER. 1042 00:49:48,667 --> 00:49:50,367 Tim: BRAVO. HE'S DOING GOOD. 1043 00:49:50,367 --> 00:49:51,633 THAT'S IT. 1044 00:49:51,633 --> 00:49:53,767 BUT THEY SAY HE WORKS HARDER WHEN I'M HERE. 1045 00:49:53,767 --> 00:49:54,800 LOOK, IS THAT WHAT IT TAKES? 1046 00:49:54,800 --> 00:49:56,467 WE HAVE TO HAVE THE LADY HERE? 1047 00:49:56,467 --> 00:49:57,900 IS THAT WHAT IT TAKES? 1048 00:49:57,900 --> 00:50:00,700 SO I'M TRYING TO BE HERE AND SUPPORT HIM AS MUCH AS I CAN. 1049 00:50:00,700 --> 00:50:03,733 Male: [INDISTINCT] YEAH, YEAH. 1050 00:50:03,733 --> 00:50:05,733 WELL, HAS HE EVER TOLD YOU WHAT HIS GOAL 1051 00:50:05,733 --> 00:50:06,900 IS WHEN WE DO GET MARRIED? 1052 00:50:06,900 --> 00:50:08,067 NO. 1053 00:50:08,067 --> 00:50:09,767 NEITHER ONE OF OUR FATHERS ARE STILL HERE, 1054 00:50:09,767 --> 00:50:11,800 SO THERE'S NOBODY TO REALLY WALK ME DOWN THE AISLE. 1055 00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:13,100 SO WHAT WE DECIDED TO DO 1056 00:50:13,100 --> 00:50:15,667 IS WE WERE GOING TO MEET HALFWAY UP THE AISLE, 1057 00:50:15,667 --> 00:50:18,433 AND THAT WAS THE GOAL, IS HE'S TRYING TO GET HIS STRENGTH BACK 1058 00:50:18,433 --> 00:50:19,967 SO NOT ONLY CAN HE STAND DURING THE CEREMONY 1059 00:50:19,967 --> 00:50:22,200 BUT ACTUALLY DO THE WALK. 1060 00:50:22,200 --> 00:50:24,067 YEAH, SHE'S A BIG INSPIRATION TO ME. 1061 00:50:24,067 --> 00:50:26,267 THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES. YOU'RE MOVING REAL WELL. 1062 00:50:26,267 --> 00:50:27,600 ALL RIGHT. KATHRYN IS VERY SUPPORTIVE, 1063 00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:29,433 AND SHE'S BASICALLY PUT HER LIFE ON HOLD 1064 00:50:29,433 --> 00:50:32,933 TO HELP TAKE CARE OF ME, AND I JUST WANT TO REPAY HER. 1065 00:50:32,933 --> 00:50:34,267 WE HAD MANY TALKS ABOUT OUR FUTURE, 1066 00:50:34,267 --> 00:50:35,867 ABOUT US GETTING MARRIED, 1067 00:50:35,867 --> 00:50:37,800 AND I REALLY WANT TO GIVE HER THE WEDDING OF HER DREAMS 1068 00:50:37,800 --> 00:50:39,533 ONE DAY, SO YEAH. 1069 00:50:39,533 --> 00:50:40,867 I CAN'T GIVE UP. 1070 00:50:40,867 --> 00:50:43,000 AND THAT WAS FARTHER THAN I'VE EVER GONE BEFORE. 1071 00:50:45,200 --> 00:50:47,100 YOU'RE DOING GOOD. THANK YOU. 1072 00:50:47,100 --> 00:50:48,333 ALL RIGHT. SEE YOU, GUYS. 1073 00:50:48,333 --> 00:50:49,600 HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND. TAKE CARE, YOU TOO. 1074 00:50:49,600 --> 00:50:50,600 THANK YOU. ALL RIGHT. 1075 00:50:50,600 --> 00:50:53,233 THANKS. TAKE IT EASY. 1076 00:50:53,233 --> 00:50:55,100 THAT WAS THE BEST I'VE EVER SEEN YOU DO. 1077 00:50:57,333 --> 00:50:59,500 DR. NOW IS COMING BY FOR A CHECKUP TODAY, 1078 00:50:59,500 --> 00:51:01,933 AND I'M REALLY HOPING HE SEES ALL OF ROB'S PROGRESS 1079 00:51:01,933 --> 00:51:05,433 AND APPROVES HIM FOR HIS LYMPHEDEMA REMOVAL 1080 00:51:05,433 --> 00:51:08,133 BECAUSE I KNOW THIS IS A RACE AGAINST TIME, 1081 00:51:08,133 --> 00:51:10,067 AND I WANT ROB TO KEEP TAKING STEPS FORWARD 1082 00:51:10,067 --> 00:51:13,433 WITH NO EXCUSES TO STOP OR SLOW DOWN RIGHT NOW. 1083 00:51:13,433 --> 00:51:15,467 ** 1084 00:51:20,400 --> 00:51:22,767 [ DOOR OPENS ] 1085 00:51:22,767 --> 00:51:24,633 HI, ROBERT. Robert: HEY, DR. NOW. 1086 00:51:24,633 --> 00:51:26,100 HOW'S EVERYTHING COMING ALONG? 1087 00:51:26,100 --> 00:51:27,267 GOOD. 1088 00:51:27,267 --> 00:51:28,967 I HEAR YOUR PHYSICAL THERAPY IS GOING WELL, 1089 00:51:28,967 --> 00:51:30,733 AND YOU'VE BEEN DOING A LOT MORE. 1090 00:51:30,733 --> 00:51:31,900 I WALK EVERY DAY. 1091 00:51:31,900 --> 00:51:33,367 THAT'S GOOD. YEAH. 1092 00:51:33,367 --> 00:51:37,300 WE STARTED OUT, MAYBE IT WAS MAYBE 50 OR 60 FEET HERE, 1093 00:51:37,300 --> 00:51:39,600 AND WE'VE GOTTEN TO OVER 200. 1094 00:51:39,600 --> 00:51:40,867 THAT'S EXCELLENT! 1095 00:51:40,867 --> 00:51:43,067 SO YOU'RE DOING GREAT, AND YOU MAY BE READY 1096 00:51:43,067 --> 00:51:45,067 TO HAVE YOUR LYMPHEDEMA REMOVED. 1097 00:51:45,067 --> 00:51:46,400 OKAY, GOOD. THAT'S GREAT. 1098 00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:49,367 WHAT WAS YOUR WEIGHT DOWN TO AT YOUR LAST WEIGHT CHECK? 1099 00:51:49,367 --> 00:51:51,333 HE'S DOWN TO 547. 1100 00:51:51,333 --> 00:51:53,067 THAT'S GREAT. ABSOLUTELY. 1101 00:51:53,067 --> 00:51:55,800 BUT LOOKING AT YOUR MASSES, I CAN'T TELL WHICH 1102 00:51:55,800 --> 00:51:58,100 ONE IS GETTING SMALLER AND WHICH ONE GETTING BIGGER. 1103 00:51:58,100 --> 00:52:00,933 WELL, WHY DON'T YOU PULL THAT SIDE DOWN FOR HIM SO HE CAN SEE? 1104 00:52:05,700 --> 00:52:10,267 OKAY, THIS IS GOING TO BE A REALLY GOOD HELP 1105 00:52:10,267 --> 00:52:11,633 TO GET RID OF THIS MASS. 1106 00:52:11,633 --> 00:52:12,900 YEAH. 1107 00:52:12,900 --> 00:52:16,100 IT'S EXTREMELY HEAVY, MAYBE EVEN 40 POUNDS, 1108 00:52:16,100 --> 00:52:18,800 AND I CAN IMAGINE IT CAUSING YOU A LOT OF ISSUES. 1109 00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:20,367 YEAH, ABSOLUTELY. 1110 00:52:20,367 --> 00:52:23,233 SO YOU'RE MAKING GOOD PROGRESS, SO WE'RE GOING TO GET YOU BACK 1111 00:52:23,233 --> 00:52:25,133 IN THE HOSPITAL AND RUN SOME TESTS. 1112 00:52:25,133 --> 00:52:27,667 OKAY. IF EVERYTHING LOOKS GOOD, 1113 00:52:27,667 --> 00:52:29,300 WE'RE GOING TO GO AHEAD AND REMOVE THIS. 1114 00:52:31,133 --> 00:52:32,533 A WEEK FROM TODAY, OKAY, GREAT. 1115 00:52:32,533 --> 00:52:34,100 OKAY? ONCE THAT HEAL, 1116 00:52:34,100 --> 00:52:36,200 I THINK WE'RE GOING TO TAKE THE OTHER ONE OFF. 1117 00:52:36,200 --> 00:52:37,367 GREAT, GREAT. 1118 00:52:37,367 --> 00:52:39,633 IT WILL TAKE AT LEAST 100 POUND OFF OF YOU 1119 00:52:39,633 --> 00:52:42,700 BECAUSE THE PRIORITY IS TO GET YOU MORE MOBILE. 1120 00:52:42,700 --> 00:52:43,733 RIGHT. 1121 00:52:48,100 --> 00:52:51,633 AND WE DON'T WANT YOU TO GET TO THE POINT THAT IT GIVES OUT. 1122 00:52:51,633 --> 00:52:53,800 AND, RIGHT NOW, YOU'RE NOT HEALTHY ENOUGH 1123 00:52:53,800 --> 00:52:56,500 TO SURVIVE ANY INVASIVE SURGERY, 1124 00:52:56,500 --> 00:52:59,800 SO THE LYMPHEDEMA REMOVAL IS THE FIRST BIG STEP 1125 00:52:59,800 --> 00:53:02,933 WE'RE TAKING TO TRY TO GET YOU WHERE YOU NEED. 1126 00:53:02,933 --> 00:53:05,300 SO THIS IS GOING TO BE A POSITIVE THING 1127 00:53:05,300 --> 00:53:07,067 FOR YOU TO GET RID OF THIS MASS. YEAH, OH, ABSOLUTELY. 1128 00:53:07,067 --> 00:53:09,133 I CAN'T WAIT. IT'S LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE. 1129 00:53:09,133 --> 00:53:10,700 OKAY. YEAH, THANK YOU, DOCTOR. 1130 00:53:10,700 --> 00:53:11,900 WE'RE GOING TO TAKE CARE OF THAT. 1131 00:53:11,900 --> 00:53:13,400 THANK YOU, SIR. 1132 00:53:13,400 --> 00:53:16,667 AND I'LL MAKE ARRANGEMENTS FOR TRANSFER TO HOSPITAL HERE SOON. 1133 00:53:16,667 --> 00:53:18,467 KEEP WORKING ON YOUR EXERCISE. I WILL, I WILL. 1134 00:53:18,467 --> 00:53:19,600 AND I'LL SEE YOU THERE. ALL RIGHT. 1135 00:53:19,600 --> 00:53:20,800 THANK YOU, DOCTOR. ALL RIGHT. 1136 00:53:24,900 --> 00:53:28,500 ROBERT IS DOING VERY WELL, AND HE'S IMPROVING DAILY. 1137 00:53:28,500 --> 00:53:32,367 HE CERTAINLY IS NOT READY FOR ANYTHING TOO INVASIVE 1138 00:53:32,367 --> 00:53:34,367 LIKE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY, 1139 00:53:34,367 --> 00:53:39,633 SO LYMPHEDEMA REMOVAL IS OUR ONLY OPTION FOR ANY PROCEDURE, 1140 00:53:39,633 --> 00:53:43,300 IF HE EVEN IS ABLE TO HANDLE THAT. 1141 00:53:43,300 --> 00:53:48,633 SO HOPEFULLY HIS TESTS LOOK GOOD AND WE ARE ABLE TO MOVE AHEAD. 1142 00:53:51,400 --> 00:53:53,067 WHAT'S THE MATTER, BABE? 1143 00:53:53,067 --> 00:53:56,867 [ Tearfully ] I NEVER ACTUALLY THOUGHT IT WOULD EVER HAPPEN FOR YOU. 1144 00:53:56,867 --> 00:54:00,067 NO ONE EVER WANTED TO HELP. THEY JUST SAID MEAN THINGS. 1145 00:54:00,067 --> 00:54:04,500 I CAN'T BELIEVE SOMEBODY IS ACTUALLY DOING THIS FOR YOU. 1146 00:54:04,500 --> 00:54:08,267 LONG TIME COMING, 4 1/2 YEARS OF EVERYBODY SAYING NO. 1147 00:54:08,267 --> 00:54:11,233 STARTED TO WONDER IF OUR FUTURE 1148 00:54:11,233 --> 00:54:13,367 WAS EVER GOING TO ACTUALLY HAPPEN. 1149 00:54:13,367 --> 00:54:15,400 I TOLD YOU IT WAS GOING TO. I KNOW. 1150 00:54:15,400 --> 00:54:19,667 JUST, AFTER 13 YEARS, WE NEVER GOT THAT FAR. 1151 00:54:19,667 --> 00:54:21,233 JUST, LIKE, THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL 1152 00:54:21,233 --> 00:54:22,833 IS US GETTING MARRIED. 1153 00:54:22,833 --> 00:54:25,167 YOU'LL HAVE YOUR PRINCESS WEDDING. 1154 00:54:25,167 --> 00:54:28,567 AS LONG AS WE'RE TOGETHER, I DON'T CARE WHAT IT IS. 1155 00:54:28,567 --> 00:54:31,100 WE'LL GET THERE. 1156 00:54:34,367 --> 00:54:36,400 ** 1157 00:54:41,333 --> 00:54:43,367 ** 1158 00:54:46,633 --> 00:54:47,967 Robert: I'M NERVOUS. 1159 00:54:47,967 --> 00:54:49,100 I'M SCARED. 1160 00:54:49,100 --> 00:54:51,933 I'M PETRIFIED, BUT I HAVE TO DO THIS. 1161 00:54:55,200 --> 00:54:56,867 Kathryn: YESTERDAY AND TODAY WAS THE FIRST TIME 1162 00:54:56,867 --> 00:54:59,200 HE EVER ASKED ME TO PRAY WITH HIM, 1163 00:54:59,200 --> 00:55:03,900 SO I KNOW IT'S SERIOUS WHEN HE STARTS ASKING FOR THAT 1164 00:55:03,900 --> 00:55:06,067 BECAUSE THAT'S NOT SOMETHING HE DOES NORMALLY. 1165 00:55:10,067 --> 00:55:12,400 THIS IS ALL FOR A GOOD THING, HONEY. 1166 00:55:12,400 --> 00:55:14,300 DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T WORRY ABOUT LOSING YOU. 1167 00:55:18,267 --> 00:55:19,667 Robert: IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE KATHRYN CRYING 1168 00:55:19,667 --> 00:55:21,500 BECAUSE I KNOW SHE GENUINELY LOVES ME. 1169 00:55:21,500 --> 00:55:23,700 I LOVE YOU. I'LL COME BACK TO YOU. 1170 00:55:23,700 --> 00:55:25,367 COME BACK TO ME. 1171 00:55:25,367 --> 00:55:28,067 I KNOW SHE CARES ABOUT ME. 1172 00:55:28,067 --> 00:55:31,067 MY BIGGEST HOPES IS THAT THIS IS THE STEPPING STONE ON 1173 00:55:31,067 --> 00:55:33,567 TO GETTING MARRIED, HAVING A FAMILY. 1174 00:55:33,567 --> 00:55:35,533 THIS IS THE FIRST STEP TODAY. 1175 00:55:37,733 --> 00:55:40,333 I AM TAKING A HUGE RISK. 1176 00:55:40,333 --> 00:55:42,800 NOT WAKING UP IS PROBABLY MY BIGGEST FEAR, 1177 00:55:42,800 --> 00:55:44,933 BUT I HAVE TO DO THIS TO SAVE MY LIFE. 1178 00:55:49,700 --> 00:55:52,633 Dr. Nowzaradan: TODAY, WE'RE DOING LYMPHEDEMA REMOVAL ON ROBERT 1179 00:55:52,633 --> 00:55:56,600 TO TAKE OUT THE LARGE MASS ON HIS RIGHT SIDE. 1180 00:55:56,600 --> 00:55:58,633 HE WILL STILL HAVE THE LEFT ONE 1181 00:55:58,633 --> 00:56:01,067 BECAUSE IT WILL BE TOO MUCH FOR HIS BODY 1182 00:56:01,067 --> 00:56:03,867 TO REMOVE BOTH IN THE SAME SURGERY. 1183 00:56:07,067 --> 00:56:08,900 SO IF HE DOES WELL WITH THIS ONE, 1184 00:56:08,900 --> 00:56:12,900 WE CAN REMOVE THE OTHER ONE IN 5 OR 6 WEEKS. 1185 00:56:12,900 --> 00:56:14,233 GO DOWN. 1186 00:56:14,233 --> 00:56:16,800 AND RIGHT THERE. 1187 00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:19,133 BUT THIS SURGERY CAN BE VERY HIGH-RISK, 1188 00:56:19,133 --> 00:56:22,067 AND WE HAVE TO BE EXTREMELY CAREFUL WITH ROBERT 1189 00:56:22,067 --> 00:56:26,633 BECAUSE HIS BODY HAS BEEN PUSHED TO THE LIMIT FOR SO LONG. 1190 00:56:26,633 --> 00:56:30,400 SO THIS PROCEDURE NEEDS TO REMAIN AS SIMPLE AS POSSIBLE, 1191 00:56:30,400 --> 00:56:34,933 AND WE NEED TO COMPLETE IT AS QUICKLY AND AS SAFELY AS WE CAN 1192 00:56:34,933 --> 00:56:39,067 BECAUSE HE WON'T SURVIVE UNDER ANESTHESIA FOR TOO LONG. 1193 00:56:39,067 --> 00:56:41,467 SO WE ARE MONITORING HIM CAREFULLY, 1194 00:56:41,467 --> 00:56:45,200 AND IF, AT ANY MOMENT, WE EXPERIENCE COMPLICATIONS, 1195 00:56:45,200 --> 00:56:46,500 WE WILL NEED TO STOP. 1196 00:56:50,233 --> 00:56:54,267 BUT THE MOST TIME-CONSUMING PART OF REMOVING A MASS LIKE THIS 1197 00:56:54,267 --> 00:56:56,900 IS TYING OFF THE HUNDREDS OF BLOOD VESSELS 1198 00:56:56,900 --> 00:57:00,633 WE HAVE TO AS WE OPERATE. 1199 00:57:00,633 --> 00:57:03,700 BUT HOPEFULLY WE WON'T ENCOUNTER ANY ISSUES 1200 00:57:03,700 --> 00:57:07,267 THAT WILL PREVENT US FROM COMPLETING THE REMOVAL TODAY 1201 00:57:07,267 --> 00:57:10,467 SO THAT ROBERT TAKES A BIG STEP IN THE DIRECTION 1202 00:57:10,467 --> 00:57:12,800 HE NEEDS TO GET HIS LIFE BACK. 1203 00:57:15,367 --> 00:57:17,200 Kathryn: HE HASN'T HAD SURGERY IN OVER 20 YEARS, 1204 00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:20,067 SO HE'S NEVER BEEN THIS BIG DURING SURGERY. 1205 00:57:20,067 --> 00:57:21,200 ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN TO HIM. 1206 00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:23,933 HIS HEART COULD STOP. HE COULD STOP BREATHING. 1207 00:57:23,933 --> 00:57:26,067 JUST HOPING AND PRAYING HE WAKES UP. 1208 00:57:28,533 --> 00:57:32,467 Dr. Nowzaradan: WELL, THIS HERE IS NOT GOING AS WELL AS I THOUGHT 1209 00:57:32,467 --> 00:57:35,500 BECAUSE THERE'S A LOT OF INTRA-ABDOMINAL FAT, 1210 00:57:35,500 --> 00:57:41,233 AND IT'S NOT SOMETHING THAT WE CAN TAKE TOO MUCH OF IT OFF. 1211 00:57:41,233 --> 00:57:43,300 ALL RIGHT. WE'RE GETTING CLOSE. 1212 00:57:47,333 --> 00:57:48,400 YOU HAVE IT. 1213 00:57:48,400 --> 00:57:50,933 PICK IT UP. 1214 00:57:53,800 --> 00:57:56,067 ALL RIGHT, WE'RE GOING TO CLOSE THE BELLY 1215 00:57:56,067 --> 00:57:57,767 AND PUT A FEW MORE STITCHES, 1216 00:57:57,767 --> 00:58:01,533 AND WE'LL BE ALL DONE. 1217 00:58:01,533 --> 00:58:03,567 OKAY, ALL FINISHED. 1218 00:58:05,600 --> 00:58:08,300 WE'LL GET ROBERT TO RECOVERY NOW. 1219 00:58:08,300 --> 00:58:10,133 AND ONCE HE HEALS A BIT, 1220 00:58:10,133 --> 00:58:14,400 HE SHOULD NOTICE A SIGNIFICANT IMPROVEMENT IN HIS MOBILITY, 1221 00:58:14,400 --> 00:58:18,367 AND THAT SHOULD BE A BIG ENCOURAGEMENT FOR HIM. 1222 00:58:18,367 --> 00:58:22,800 BUT THIS RECOVERY WON'T BE EASY FOR HIM IN THE BEGINNING 1223 00:58:22,800 --> 00:58:25,967 BECAUSE NO ONE CAN UNDERGO SOMETHING LIKE THIS 1224 00:58:25,967 --> 00:58:29,167 WITHOUT ANY PAINKILLERS. 1225 00:58:29,167 --> 00:58:33,067 BUT TO PREVENT A SITUATION LIKE WE HAD WHEN HE ARRIVED, 1226 00:58:33,067 --> 00:58:35,967 WE WILL HAVE TO MODERATE HIS USAGE. 1227 00:58:35,967 --> 00:58:38,733 ALL RIGHT, LET'S SEE IF WE CAN LIFT IT. 1228 00:58:38,733 --> 00:58:43,067 ALL RIGHT. 1229 00:58:43,067 --> 00:58:46,067 THIRTY-NINE POUNDS. 1230 00:58:46,067 --> 00:58:49,367 SO HIS RECOVERY WILL NEED TO TAKE A LITTLE TIME. 1231 00:58:49,367 --> 00:58:52,200 AND AFTER HE GETS PAST THE FIRST WEEK, 1232 00:58:52,200 --> 00:58:55,233 THEN HE WILL HAVE TO START PUSHING THROUGH ANY PAIN 1233 00:58:55,233 --> 00:58:59,167 HE HAS BECAUSE WE'RE NOT GOING TO ALLOW HIM TO FALL BACK 1234 00:58:59,167 --> 00:59:03,200 INTO THE HABIT OF USING PAIN MEDICATION LIKE HE WAS. 1235 00:59:09,067 --> 00:59:11,100 ** 1236 00:59:14,933 --> 00:59:17,600 Kathryn: IT'S BEEN A COUPLE DAYS SINCE ROB HAD HIS SURGERY, 1237 00:59:17,600 --> 00:59:20,967 AND EVERYTHING IS FINE EXCEPT HE'S IN A LOT OF PAIN. 1238 00:59:20,967 --> 00:59:23,700 HE'S CONSTANTLY ASKING ME TO GET HIM PAINKILLERS, 1239 00:59:23,700 --> 00:59:25,800 BUT HE'S ON A REGIMENTED SCHEDULE RIGHT NOW 1240 00:59:25,800 --> 00:59:27,533 FOR WHAT HE CAN TAKE, 1241 00:59:27,533 --> 00:59:32,333 SO OUTSIDE OF THAT, THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO. 1242 00:59:32,333 --> 00:59:33,867 HEY, MR. BUCHEL. HOW ARE YOU? 1243 00:59:33,867 --> 00:59:34,900 ALL RIGHT. HOW YOU DOING? 1244 00:59:34,900 --> 00:59:35,967 ARE YOU FEELING PAIN OR DISCOMFORT? 1245 00:59:35,967 --> 00:59:37,667 PAIN, YEAH. AND ON A SCALE OF ONE TO 10, 1246 00:59:37,667 --> 00:59:39,067 WHAT WOULD YOU DESCRIBE? LIKE, NINE OR EIGHT. 1247 00:59:39,067 --> 00:59:40,267 A NINE OR EIGHT? YEAH, YEAH. 1248 00:59:40,267 --> 00:59:41,833 ALL RIGHT, WELL, LET ME GET YOU TAKEN CARE OF, OKAY? 1249 00:59:41,833 --> 00:59:43,233 OKAY, THANK YOU. 1250 00:59:43,233 --> 00:59:45,833 Robert: TODAY HAS BEEN THE WORST OF RECOVERY SO FAR. 1251 00:59:45,833 --> 00:59:47,200 IT WASN'T THAT BAD AT FIRST. 1252 00:59:47,200 --> 00:59:48,867 TODAY, THE PAIN HAS REALLY SET IN, 1253 00:59:48,867 --> 00:59:50,267 AND IT'S REALLY HARD TO MOVE. 1254 00:59:50,267 --> 00:59:53,633 I'M REALLY STRUGGLING TODAY, HAVING A HARD DAY. 1255 00:59:53,633 --> 00:59:55,600 KNOWING THAT RECOVERY HAS NOW TAKEN A TURN 1256 00:59:55,600 --> 00:59:57,233 FOR THE WORST A LITTLE BIT, 1257 00:59:57,233 --> 00:59:59,533 NOW I'M STARTING TO THINK THAT IT'S GOING TO BE A LITTLE WORSE 1258 00:59:59,533 --> 01:00:01,600 THAN I ANTICIPATED. 1259 01:00:01,600 --> 01:00:03,500 I WOULDN'T TELL YOU IT WAS BAD IF IT WASN'T, LIKE, SERIOUSLY. 1260 01:00:03,500 --> 01:00:04,833 NO, I BELIEVE YOU. 1261 01:00:04,833 --> 01:00:06,567 IF I SAW ANYTHING OF CONCERN, I WOULD CALL DR. NOW, 1262 01:00:06,567 --> 01:00:08,100 BUT FOR NOW, LET'S JUST MONITOR IT. 1263 01:00:08,100 --> 01:00:10,367 ALL RIGHT. ANYTHING ELSE I CAN DO FOR YOU? 1264 01:00:10,367 --> 01:00:11,533 NO, I'M GOOD. ALL RIGHT. 1265 01:00:11,533 --> 01:00:13,500 I'LL BE BACK IN. I'LL HAVE 5:00 MEDS FOR YOU... 1266 01:00:13,500 --> 01:00:14,533 THANK YOU. ...AND WE'LL TURN HIM. 1267 01:00:14,533 --> 01:00:15,833 ALL RIGHT, THANK YOU. 1268 01:00:15,833 --> 01:00:17,467 HE'S BEEN ON PAIN MEDS FOR MANY, MANY YEARS, 1269 01:00:17,467 --> 01:00:21,967 SO HE'S A LITTLE LESS SUSCEPTIBLE TO THEIR EFFECTS. 1270 01:00:21,967 --> 01:00:24,267 AND HE'S HAVING A TOUGH TIME WITH THE PAIN, 1271 01:00:24,267 --> 01:00:26,067 BUT HE'S PUSHING THROUGH IT. 1272 01:00:29,800 --> 01:00:31,833 ** 1273 01:00:36,767 --> 01:00:38,767 ** 1274 01:00:38,767 --> 01:00:41,500 Dr. Nowzaradan: ROBERT HAS HAD A TOUGH MONTH. 1275 01:00:41,500 --> 01:00:44,233 HE'S BEEN STRUGGLING WITH WANTING PAIN MEDICATION 1276 01:00:44,233 --> 01:00:46,433 SINCE HE HAD SURGERY. 1277 01:00:46,433 --> 01:00:48,100 MOVE YOUR ARM. LIFT YOUR ARM UP. 1278 01:00:48,100 --> 01:00:51,267 WE HAD ROBERT ON MINIMAL PAINKILLERS, 1279 01:00:51,267 --> 01:00:55,333 AND HE WASN'T HAPPY WITH THE LIMITS WE PUT ON HIM. 1280 01:00:55,333 --> 01:00:58,400 AND ONCE WE STARTED TO TAKE HIM COMPLETELY OFF, 1281 01:00:58,400 --> 01:01:01,767 HE GOT SO UPSET THAT HE TORE HIS SUTURES OPEN 1282 01:01:01,767 --> 01:01:04,733 JUST SO HE COULD GET THEM AGAIN. 1283 01:01:04,733 --> 01:01:08,800 SO WE FIXED HIS SUTURES, AND NOW THAT HE HAS RECOVERED, 1284 01:01:08,800 --> 01:01:11,067 HE'S NOT MAKING THE PROGRESS HE NEEDS 1285 01:01:11,067 --> 01:01:13,933 BECAUSE HE'S CLAIMING HE'S IN TOO MUCH PAIN 1286 01:01:13,933 --> 01:01:15,700 TO CONTINUE TO WALK, 1287 01:01:15,700 --> 01:01:17,833 BUT IT IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT 1288 01:01:17,833 --> 01:01:20,467 THAT HE GETS BACK TO WALKING AGAIN 1289 01:01:20,467 --> 01:01:25,467 BECAUSE, IF HE DOESN'T, THEN HIS BODY WILL START TO REGRESS. 1290 01:01:25,467 --> 01:01:28,867 SO WE HAVE DROPPED ALL THE PLANS FOR BOB'S SURGERY 1291 01:01:28,867 --> 01:01:31,733 TO REMOVE HIS UDDER LYMPHEDEMA MASS, 1292 01:01:31,733 --> 01:01:35,500 AND WE ARE TRANSFERRING HIM TO THE REHAB FACILITY AGAIN 1293 01:01:35,500 --> 01:01:37,667 SO WE CAN GET HIM UP AND WALKING. 1294 01:01:37,667 --> 01:01:39,433 Kathryn: DO YOU WANT TO SIT UP NOW? 1295 01:01:43,200 --> 01:01:44,900 OH. OH! 1296 01:01:44,900 --> 01:01:46,267 IT'S RIGHT HERE. 1297 01:01:46,267 --> 01:01:50,800 WELL, THAT'S WHERE YOUR INCISIONS ARE AND YOUR DRAINS. 1298 01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:52,400 IT HURTS WORSE THAN EVER. 1299 01:01:52,400 --> 01:01:54,400 OKAY, FINE. 1300 01:01:59,333 --> 01:02:01,433 ** 1301 01:02:04,333 --> 01:02:06,267 HEY, ROBERT. HEY, DOC. 1302 01:02:06,267 --> 01:02:07,800 HOW ARE YOU THIS MORNING? 1303 01:02:07,800 --> 01:02:09,433 ALL RIGHT. HOW YOU DOING? 1304 01:02:09,433 --> 01:02:10,800 ALL RIGHT. 1305 01:02:10,800 --> 01:02:15,067 SO TODAY, WE'RE GOING TO GET YOU GO DOWN TO THE REHAB 1306 01:02:15,067 --> 01:02:18,667 AND START WORKING TO GET YOU WALKING AGAIN. 1307 01:02:18,667 --> 01:02:20,500 ALL RIGHT? YOU READY FOR THAT? 1308 01:02:20,500 --> 01:02:21,833 YEAH. ALL RIGHT. 1309 01:02:21,833 --> 01:02:24,133 LET'S SEE WHERE YOUR WEIGHT IS AT. 1310 01:02:26,300 --> 01:02:28,667 LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE DOWN TO... 1311 01:02:28,667 --> 01:02:30,500 502. 1312 01:02:30,500 --> 01:02:35,100 YOU'RE ALMOST IN THE 400s AGAIN, SO YOU SHOULD FEEL A LOT LIGHTER 1313 01:02:35,100 --> 01:02:36,600 TO GET UP AND MOVE AROUND 1314 01:02:36,600 --> 01:02:40,067 WITHOUT ANY MORE EXCUSES ABOUT THE PAIN. 1315 01:02:40,067 --> 01:02:41,133 ALL RIGHT? 1316 01:02:41,133 --> 01:02:43,500 NOW LET ME ASK YOU, DOC, BEFORE I GO, 1317 01:02:43,500 --> 01:02:46,633 COULD GET A LAST SOMETHING FOR PAIN BEFORE WE GO? 1318 01:02:46,633 --> 01:02:50,067 ROBERT, LET ME ASK YOU A COUPLE QUESTIONS. 1319 01:02:50,067 --> 01:02:52,567 HOW LONG YOU BEEN ON DILAUDID? 1320 01:02:52,567 --> 01:02:54,200 I DON'T KNOW. FOR A FEW YEARS. 1321 01:02:54,200 --> 01:02:55,933 FEW YEARS? OKAY. 1322 01:02:55,933 --> 01:02:59,233 YOU KNOW THAT MEDICINE IS HIGHLY ADDICTIVE, 1323 01:02:59,233 --> 01:03:03,800 AND YOU KNOW THAT EVERYBODY THAT HAS BEEN ON DILAUDID, 1324 01:03:03,800 --> 01:03:06,933 WE HAVE HARD TIME TO GET THEM OFF. 1325 01:03:06,933 --> 01:03:09,533 YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT THIS MEDICATION 1326 01:03:09,533 --> 01:03:11,600 CREATES TWO PROBLEMS. 1327 01:03:11,600 --> 01:03:13,300 ONE IS A CHEMICAL DEPENDENCY. 1328 01:03:13,300 --> 01:03:15,533 THE OTHER ONE IS PSYCHOLOGICAL DEPENDENCY. 1329 01:03:15,533 --> 01:03:18,500 YOU'RE NOT IN PAIN, BUT THIS MEDICATION IS MAKING YOU 1330 01:03:18,500 --> 01:03:20,500 TO FEEL LIKE YOU'RE IN PAIN. 1331 01:03:20,500 --> 01:03:23,067 SO WE GOT YOU OFF OF THIS MEDICATION, 1332 01:03:23,067 --> 01:03:25,333 AND WE'RE NOT GETTING YOU BACK ON, 1333 01:03:25,333 --> 01:03:27,900 OR IT'S GOING TO RUIN YOUR LIFE. 1334 01:03:27,900 --> 01:03:29,233 YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? 1335 01:03:29,233 --> 01:03:30,533 RIGHT. OKAY. 1336 01:03:30,533 --> 01:03:33,867 SO WITH THIS OPERATION, WHAT I'M TELLING YOU, 1337 01:03:33,867 --> 01:03:38,267 NOBODY HAS PAIN THIS FAR OUT, AND YOU'RE NOT THE EXCEPTION. 1338 01:03:38,267 --> 01:03:42,133 SO YOU HAVE NO NEED FOR PAIN MEDICATION RIGHT NOW. 1339 01:03:42,133 --> 01:03:43,833 YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? 1340 01:03:43,833 --> 01:03:45,233 YEAH, I MEAN, I'M IN PAIN. 1341 01:03:45,233 --> 01:03:46,633 I MEAN, I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE SAYING 1342 01:03:46,633 --> 01:03:48,133 HOW IT'S NOT GOOD TO BE... 1343 01:03:48,133 --> 01:03:49,867 I MEAN, I'M NOT TRYING TO SIT HERE AND BE ADDICTED TO IT, 1344 01:03:49,867 --> 01:03:51,200 BUT I AM IN PAIN NOW. 1345 01:03:51,200 --> 01:03:52,800 I MEAN, I AM. 1346 01:03:52,800 --> 01:03:54,633 IN REALITY, YOU'RE NOT, 1347 01:03:54,633 --> 01:03:58,100 BUT THE ADDICTION IS CAUSING YOU TO FEEL THAT YOU'RE IN PAIN. 1348 01:03:58,100 --> 01:03:59,867 BUT YOU CAN'T GIVE IN TO IT, 1349 01:03:59,867 --> 01:04:03,333 OR IT WILL NEVER STOP UNTIL IT KILLS YOU. 1350 01:04:03,333 --> 01:04:04,633 YOU'RE GOING TO BE FINE. 1351 01:04:04,633 --> 01:04:06,067 YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO TOUGH UP. 1352 01:04:06,067 --> 01:04:07,967 IT'S GOING TO BE VERY HARD. 1353 01:04:07,967 --> 01:04:10,067 YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE RESISTANT TO IT, 1354 01:04:10,067 --> 01:04:12,400 BUT YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO DO THAT, OKAY? 1355 01:04:12,400 --> 01:04:13,633 RIGHT. ALL RIGHT. 1356 01:04:13,633 --> 01:04:17,300 SO WORK THROUGH IT OR THINGS ARE GOING TO START 1357 01:04:17,300 --> 01:04:18,900 GETTING MUCH WORSE FOR YOU, 1358 01:04:18,900 --> 01:04:21,800 AND YOU WILL END UP BACK UP IN THE SAME SPOT 1359 01:04:21,800 --> 01:04:24,067 YOU WERE WHEN YOU ARRIVE HERE. 1360 01:04:24,067 --> 01:04:25,367 OKAY. OKAY. 1361 01:04:25,367 --> 01:04:28,400 WE'LL GET YOU TRANSFERRED NOW, AND I WANT YOU TO WORK HARD 1362 01:04:28,400 --> 01:04:30,733 BECAUSE YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT, OKAY? 1363 01:04:30,733 --> 01:04:31,833 OKAY, THANK YOU. ALL RIGHT. 1364 01:04:35,567 --> 01:04:37,967 ROBERT NEED TO TAKE HIS SITUATION 1365 01:04:37,967 --> 01:04:41,400 AND CHOICES SERIOUSLY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE 1366 01:04:41,400 --> 01:04:47,367 IF HE DOESN'T, HE'S GOING TO END UP BACK IN VERY DIRE PLACE. 1367 01:04:47,367 --> 01:04:50,200 BUT IF HE WON'T DO WHAT HE NEEDS, 1368 01:04:50,200 --> 01:04:54,767 THEN IT'S ONLY MATTER OF TIME HE STARTS TO DETERIORATE, 1369 01:04:54,767 --> 01:04:59,133 AND HIS BODY GIVES OUT, AND AT THAT POINT, 1370 01:04:59,133 --> 01:05:01,400 HE WON'T SURVIVE MUCH LONGER. 1371 01:05:01,400 --> 01:05:03,433 ** 1372 01:05:10,300 --> 01:05:12,333 ** 1373 01:05:17,200 --> 01:05:19,233 ** 1374 01:05:23,333 --> 01:05:25,333 ** 1375 01:05:25,333 --> 01:05:28,567 Kathryn: ROB HAS BEEN IN THE REHAB FACILITY FOR 2 MONTHS NOW, 1376 01:05:28,567 --> 01:05:33,433 AND THE WAY IT'S BEEN GOING IS NOT HOW I HOPED AT ALL. 1377 01:05:33,433 --> 01:05:36,400 AFTER HIS SURGERY, HE WAS IN A FAIRLY GOOD MOOD, 1378 01:05:36,400 --> 01:05:38,667 AND FIRST FEW DAYS, HE WAS NORMAL ROB. 1379 01:05:38,667 --> 01:05:42,067 AND THEN IT'S LIKE SOMEBODY FLIPPED A SWITCH, 1380 01:05:42,067 --> 01:05:46,467 AND HE HAS BEEN A NASTY PERSON SINCE THEN. 1381 01:05:46,467 --> 01:05:48,967 IT'S BEEN VERY DIFFICULT BEING NEAR HIM. 1382 01:05:48,967 --> 01:05:50,833 I STAY WITH HIM ALMOST EVERY NIGHT, 1383 01:05:50,833 --> 01:05:55,100 [ Voice breaking ] AND HE TOLD ME ONE NIGHT THAT I DON'T DO ANYTHING FOR HIM, 1384 01:05:55,100 --> 01:05:57,067 SO IT'S BEEN HARD. 1385 01:05:57,067 --> 01:05:59,067 AND HE STILL FEELS LIKE PAIN IS KEEPING HIM 1386 01:05:59,067 --> 01:06:01,500 FROM EXERCISING LIKE HE NEEDS, 1387 01:06:01,500 --> 01:06:04,300 SO I'M STARTING TO GET REALLY WORRIED, 1388 01:06:04,300 --> 01:06:05,800 AND HE JUST DOESN'T CARE. 1389 01:06:07,600 --> 01:06:09,833 ARE YOU STAYING TONIGHT? 1390 01:06:09,833 --> 01:06:11,233 REALLY? 1391 01:06:11,233 --> 01:06:13,067 CLARIFY. 1392 01:06:13,067 --> 01:06:14,200 GEE, I DON'T KNOW. 1393 01:06:14,200 --> 01:06:15,633 I MEAN, THE WAY YOU'VE BEEN TREATING ME, 1394 01:06:15,633 --> 01:06:18,233 MAYBE THE WAY YOU'VE BEEN, YOU WON'T DO ANYTHING. 1395 01:06:18,233 --> 01:06:21,067 YOU'RE NASTY TO EVERYONE, ESPECIALLY ME. 1396 01:06:21,067 --> 01:06:23,367 OKAY, YOU TRY TO MAKE ME LOOK BAD IN FRONT OF PEOPLE. 1397 01:06:23,367 --> 01:06:24,600 I DON'T TRY TO MAKE YOU LOOK BAD. 1398 01:06:24,600 --> 01:06:26,133 I'M JUST TRYING TO GET THE FACTS 1399 01:06:26,133 --> 01:06:28,433 RIGHT THAT YOU'RE NOT GETTING RIGHT! 1400 01:06:28,433 --> 01:06:29,667 YOU KNOW, I'M EATING THE REGIMENTED FOOD. 1401 01:06:29,667 --> 01:06:30,667 I'M DRINKING THE WATER. 1402 01:06:30,667 --> 01:06:32,700 WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? 1403 01:06:32,700 --> 01:06:33,800 DO THE LEG EXERCISES. 1404 01:06:33,800 --> 01:06:35,533 I BROUGHT YOUR STUPID EXERCISE BAR. 1405 01:06:35,533 --> 01:06:38,067 YOU HAVEN'T TOUCHED IT ONCE. 1406 01:06:40,267 --> 01:06:42,533 CAN YOU GET ME A CRYSTAL LITE, PLEASE? 1407 01:06:47,467 --> 01:06:51,500 [NO AUDIO] 1408 01:06:56,100 --> 01:06:58,367 YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. YEAH, RIGHT. 1409 01:06:58,367 --> 01:07:02,833 IF THERE'S EVER BEEN A TIME I DOUBT YOU, IT'S NOW. 1410 01:07:02,833 --> 01:07:04,067 COME HERE. NO. 1411 01:07:04,067 --> 01:07:05,300 NO, COME HERE. NO, JUST GO AWAY FROM ME. 1412 01:07:05,300 --> 01:07:06,633 NO, JUST COME HERE, PLEASE. 1413 01:07:06,633 --> 01:07:08,067 COME HERE. NO, LEAVE ME ALONE. 1414 01:07:08,067 --> 01:07:09,367 PLEASE COME HERE FOR A SECOND. NO, YOU'VE SAID YOUR PIECE. 1415 01:07:09,367 --> 01:07:10,567 PLEASE? NO. 1416 01:07:10,567 --> 01:07:12,433 NO, I DIDN'T SAY MY PIECE. AND LET ME GUESS. 1417 01:07:12,433 --> 01:07:14,200 YOU DON'T THINK YOU'VE SAID ANYTHING WRONG TO ME. 1418 01:07:14,200 --> 01:07:17,700 YOU HAVEN'T BEEN A NASTY JERK LATELY. 1419 01:07:17,700 --> 01:07:19,200 YOU'RE NOT A NASTY JERK SOMETIMES? 1420 01:07:19,200 --> 01:07:20,367 YEAH, SOMETIMES, NOT LIKE YOU. 1421 01:07:20,367 --> 01:07:22,300 YOU'RE EVERY DAY NOW... 1422 01:07:22,300 --> 01:07:23,367 NO. ...LIKE SOMEBODY FLIPPED 1423 01:07:23,367 --> 01:07:27,633 A SWITCH ON YOU. YOU ARE NOT ROB ANYMORE. 1424 01:07:27,633 --> 01:07:31,467 AND YOU COULD BE DOING MORE, BUT YOU'RE NOT. 1425 01:07:31,467 --> 01:07:33,300 THERE WERE A FEW TIMES WHERE I DID ARM EXERCISES IN BED 1426 01:07:33,300 --> 01:07:34,500 WHEN YOU WEREN'T HERE. 1427 01:07:34,500 --> 01:07:36,633 FUNNY BECAUSE, WHEN I COME, THE EXERCISE BAR 1428 01:07:36,633 --> 01:07:37,700 IS IN THE EXACT SAME POSITION. 1429 01:07:37,700 --> 01:07:39,400 NO, BECAUSE THEY PUT IT BACK FOR ME. 1430 01:07:39,400 --> 01:07:40,600 RIGHT. THEY KNOW EXACTLY HOW 1431 01:07:40,600 --> 01:07:42,067 YOU GOT TO PUT IT BACK, YEP. 1432 01:07:42,067 --> 01:07:44,900 SO JUST GO BACK TO JERSEY, KATHRYN. 1433 01:07:44,900 --> 01:07:47,067 IF YOU'RE GOING TO CONTINUE THIS WAY, I THINK I SHOULD... 1434 01:07:47,067 --> 01:07:49,133 I THINK YOU SHOULD. 1435 01:07:49,133 --> 01:07:51,167 LET ME GO. 1436 01:07:51,167 --> 01:07:53,200 ...BECAUSE YOU'RE DEFINITELY NOT IN IT FOR US ANYMORE. 1437 01:07:53,200 --> 01:07:57,133 OH, OKAY. BECAUSE YOU ARE. 1438 01:07:57,133 --> 01:07:58,733 OH, I'M NOT? NO. 1439 01:07:58,733 --> 01:07:59,900 I HAVEN'T SLEPT HERE EVERY NIGHT? 1440 01:07:59,900 --> 01:08:01,500 ARE YOU KIDDING? EVERY NIGHT? NO. 1441 01:08:01,500 --> 01:08:03,167 EXCEPT FOR THREE NIGHTS? NO, THREE NIGHTS? NO. 1442 01:08:03,167 --> 01:08:04,567 THREE NIGHTS... NO. 1443 01:08:04,567 --> 01:08:06,233 ...TWO THAT I HAD TO GO TO AN INTERVIEW FOR AND THEN ONE 1444 01:08:06,233 --> 01:08:07,800 BECAUSE I NEEDED TO GO HOME. 1445 01:08:07,800 --> 01:08:10,067 SHOULD'VE NEVER DID THIS, SHOULD'VE NEVER CAME HERE 1446 01:08:10,067 --> 01:08:11,567 AND DID THIS. 1447 01:08:11,567 --> 01:08:13,500 YEAH, SO YOU WOULD'VE JUST DIED AT HOME. 1448 01:08:16,400 --> 01:08:19,567 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE OR HOW TO GET THROUGH TO HIM, 1449 01:08:19,567 --> 01:08:22,467 BUT THANKFULLY, DR. NOW IS COMING TO SEE HIM TODAY, 1450 01:08:22,467 --> 01:08:24,733 AND I'M HOPING HE CAN CONVINCE ROB TO GET UP 1451 01:08:24,733 --> 01:08:26,833 AND GET BACK TO WALKING AGAIN. 1452 01:08:29,500 --> 01:08:31,833 Dr. Nowzaradan: WE'RE STILL HAVING ISSUES WITH ROBERT, 1453 01:08:31,833 --> 01:08:35,067 AND I THINK THE SITUATION IS THAT, WHEN HE ARRIVED, 1454 01:08:35,067 --> 01:08:37,933 HE KNEW HE WOULD BE PUT ON A DIET, 1455 01:08:37,933 --> 01:08:40,967 BUT HE DIDN'T EXPECT TO BE TAKEN OFF PAINKILLERS 1456 01:08:40,967 --> 01:08:44,200 BECAUSE HE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THAT HE WAS ADDICTED TO THEM. 1457 01:08:44,200 --> 01:08:48,933 SO IT WAS A SURPRISE TO HIM WHEN WE CUT HIM OFF TO SAVE HIS LIFE. 1458 01:08:48,933 --> 01:08:52,167 AND AT THAT POINT, HE KNEW HAVING SURGERY 1459 01:08:52,167 --> 01:08:55,133 WAS THE ONLY WAY HE'LL BE ABLE TO GET THEM AGAIN, 1460 01:08:55,133 --> 01:08:57,800 SO HE BECAME EXTREMELY MOTIVATED 1461 01:08:57,800 --> 01:09:01,667 TO MAKE THE PROGRESS HE NEEDED TO QUALIFY FOR THAT. 1462 01:09:01,667 --> 01:09:04,700 BUT WE STILL RESTRICTED HIS USE, 1463 01:09:04,700 --> 01:09:07,800 SO THE REALIZATION SUNK IN THAT 1464 01:09:07,800 --> 01:09:12,467 AS LONG AS HE'S IN THIS PROGRAM, HE'S DONE WITH THE PAINKILLERS. 1465 01:09:12,467 --> 01:09:16,867 AND HE BELIEVES NOW HE CAN'T DO IT WITHOUT THEM. 1466 01:09:16,867 --> 01:09:21,767 SO WITH ROBERT REFUSING TO GET UP, WE CAN NO LONGER JUSTIFY 1467 01:09:21,767 --> 01:09:24,067 KEEPING HIM HERE ANY LONGER, 1468 01:09:24,067 --> 01:09:26,967 AND WE ARE ARRANGING TO TRANSPORT HIM 1469 01:09:26,967 --> 01:09:29,600 TO A LONG-TERM-CARE FACILITY 1470 01:09:29,600 --> 01:09:33,300 THAT DOESN'T HAVE AS MANY REHAB OPTIONS 1471 01:09:33,300 --> 01:09:36,967 BUT STILL WILL WORK WITH HIM TO GET HIM UP. 1472 01:09:40,333 --> 01:09:41,767 Robert: HEY, DR. NOW. 1473 01:09:41,767 --> 01:09:43,767 HI, ROBERT. HOW YOU FEELING? 1474 01:09:43,767 --> 01:09:44,967 NOT TOO BAD. 1475 01:09:44,967 --> 01:09:47,233 SO WE HAVE TRANSPORT COMING BY TODAY 1476 01:09:47,233 --> 01:09:50,233 TO TAKE YOU TO YOUR LONG-TERM-CARE FACILITY. 1477 01:09:50,233 --> 01:09:53,067 IT IS UNFORTUNATE THAT WE HAVE TO SEND YOU THERE, 1478 01:09:53,067 --> 01:09:54,867 BUT YOU'VE BEEN HERE TOO LONG, 1479 01:09:54,867 --> 01:09:57,200 AND YOU AREN'T DOING WHAT YOU NEED, 1480 01:09:57,200 --> 01:09:59,667 AND THAT HAS TO CHANGE, OKAY? 1481 01:09:59,667 --> 01:10:00,667 YEAH. 1482 01:10:00,667 --> 01:10:02,133 YOU DON'T SOUND VERY SURE. 1483 01:10:02,133 --> 01:10:04,033 NO, I'M JUST A LITTLE UPSET TODAY. 1484 01:10:04,033 --> 01:10:05,300 BAD DAY? 1485 01:10:05,300 --> 01:10:07,267 HIS BROTHER WOULD'VE BEEN 45 TODAY IF HE LIVED. 1486 01:10:07,267 --> 01:10:08,400 OH, OKAY. 1487 01:10:08,400 --> 01:10:09,833 SORRY TO HEAR THAT. 1488 01:10:09,833 --> 01:10:11,767 NO, JUST PLUS EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING ON, 1489 01:10:11,767 --> 01:10:14,900 IT'S JUST A HARD DAY, YOU KNOW, JUST NOT FEELING GREAT. 1490 01:10:14,900 --> 01:10:17,233 MY SKIN UNDERNEATH IS HURTING, 1491 01:10:17,233 --> 01:10:19,933 THE SORES AND THE RUBBING OF THE SKIN AND... 1492 01:10:19,933 --> 01:10:22,633 I'M SORRY TO HEAR SOME OF THOSE THINGS. 1493 01:10:22,633 --> 01:10:23,733 YEAH. BUT YOU STILL NEED 1494 01:10:23,733 --> 01:10:25,633 TO GET UP AND WALKING, 1495 01:10:25,633 --> 01:10:29,767 AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO REALIZE HOW DANGEROUS THIS IS GETTING. 1496 01:10:29,767 --> 01:10:33,000 IF YOU CONTINUE TO REFUSE TO DO WHAT YOU NEED, 1497 01:10:33,000 --> 01:10:37,133 YOUR SITUATION IS GOING TO START TO GET WORSE AGAIN, ROBERT. 1498 01:10:37,133 --> 01:10:39,067 I DON'T THINK YOU WANT THAT. 1499 01:10:39,067 --> 01:10:41,100 I DON'T WANT TO SEE THAT HAPPEN, 1500 01:10:41,100 --> 01:10:44,700 AND I KNOW KATHRYN DOESN'T WANT TO SEE THAT HAPPEN. 1501 01:10:44,700 --> 01:10:46,000 YEAH. 1502 01:10:46,000 --> 01:10:49,200 SO YOUR NEW FACILITY IS GOING TO BE YOUR LAST CHANCE. 1503 01:10:49,200 --> 01:10:51,833 IF YOU DON'T START DOING WHAT YOU NEED THERE, 1504 01:10:51,833 --> 01:10:55,800 THEN THERE IS REALLY NOTHING MORE WE CAN DO TO HELP. 1505 01:10:55,800 --> 01:10:56,867 OKAY. 1506 01:10:56,867 --> 01:10:59,000 BEFORE YOU COME TO HERE, YOU WERE WALKING 1507 01:10:59,000 --> 01:11:01,267 PRETTY GOOD DISTANCE, RIGHT? 1508 01:11:01,267 --> 01:11:03,967 WELL, ONLY WITH SOMEBODY FOLLOWING ME WITH A WHEELCHAIR. 1509 01:11:03,967 --> 01:11:05,233 BUT YOU WERE WALKING? 1510 01:11:05,233 --> 01:11:07,500 YES, BUT I WAS NEVER GETTING UP FREELY ON MY OWN. 1511 01:11:07,500 --> 01:11:08,767 MM-HMM. 1512 01:11:08,767 --> 01:11:11,100 IT'S NOT -- THIS IS MORE OF A LEG PROBLEM, 1513 01:11:11,100 --> 01:11:13,067 NOT ME WANTING TO DO THIS PROBLEM. 1514 01:11:13,067 --> 01:11:17,067 JUST STOP WITH THE EXCUSES AND GET OUT OF THIS BED. 1515 01:11:17,067 --> 01:11:18,533 SEE, I FULLY UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU MEAN. 1516 01:11:18,533 --> 01:11:20,833 THE ONLY THING IS THAT MY LEG IS NOT LETTING ME DO IT. 1517 01:11:20,833 --> 01:11:21,967 ROBERT... IT'S NOT BECAUSE... 1518 01:11:21,967 --> 01:11:23,200 ...THAT'S WHAT HE'S TALKING ABOUT. 1519 01:11:23,200 --> 01:11:26,733 EVERY TIME WE BRING IT UP, HE JUST GO BACK TO, 1520 01:11:26,733 --> 01:11:28,567 "I CAN'T GET UP. I CAN'T GET UP." 1521 01:11:28,567 --> 01:11:33,800 WELL, YOU CAN, SO YOUR EXCUSES ARE OVER. 1522 01:11:33,800 --> 01:11:35,200 THEY'RE DONE. ALL RIGHT. 1523 01:11:35,200 --> 01:11:38,800 JUST TO REITERATE REAL QUICK, WHEN I GET OVER THERE, 1524 01:11:38,800 --> 01:11:40,100 IT'LL JUST BE ANOTHER WEEK OR TWO 1525 01:11:40,100 --> 01:11:41,567 AS FAR AS SURGERY AFTER THAT? 1526 01:11:41,567 --> 01:11:45,133 NO, SURGERY IS NOT PART OF THE DISCUSSION NOW. 1527 01:11:45,133 --> 01:11:47,633 YOU HAVE A LOT TO PROVE TO ME 1528 01:11:47,633 --> 01:11:50,600 BEFORE WE EVEN CONSIDER ANY MORE SURGERIES. 1529 01:11:50,600 --> 01:11:51,867 NO, I KNOW. I KNOW. 1530 01:11:51,867 --> 01:11:54,600 RIGHT NOW, YOU NEED TO WALK AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, 1531 01:11:54,600 --> 01:11:55,767 AS FAR AS YOU CAN. 1532 01:11:55,767 --> 01:11:56,967 I WILL. 1533 01:11:56,967 --> 01:11:58,200 YOU'VE BEEN IN THIS BED FOR TOO LONG, OKAY? 1534 01:11:58,200 --> 01:11:59,567 OKAY. 1535 01:11:59,567 --> 01:12:03,167 AND THINGS NEED TO CHANGE, AND THEY NEED TO CHANGE NOW, 1536 01:12:03,167 --> 01:12:06,067 OR YOUR SITUATION WILL GET TO A PLACE 1537 01:12:06,067 --> 01:12:08,433 WHERE WE WON'T BE ABLE TO HELP YOU, 1538 01:12:08,433 --> 01:12:11,400 AND YOUR BODY WON'T BE ABLE TO GO ON, OKAY? 1539 01:12:11,400 --> 01:12:12,633 ALL RIGHT. ALL RIGHT. 1540 01:12:12,633 --> 01:12:14,233 I'LL SEE Y'ALL LATER. THANK YOU. 1541 01:12:14,233 --> 01:12:16,767 THANK YOU. MM-HMM. 1542 01:12:16,767 --> 01:12:19,433 Dr. Nowzaradan: ROBERT HAS TO START WORKING WITH US 1543 01:12:19,433 --> 01:12:22,800 AND GET UP AND BE ACTIVE AGAIN 1544 01:12:22,800 --> 01:12:25,600 BECAUSE HE'S GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE HIS BODY 1545 01:12:25,600 --> 01:12:29,333 IS NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO GO ON MUCH LONGER, 1546 01:12:29,333 --> 01:12:33,467 AND HIS WINDOW TO DO THIS BEFORE HIS BODY GIVES OUT 1547 01:12:33,467 --> 01:12:34,900 IS GETTING SHORTER AND SHORTER. 1548 01:12:41,200 --> 01:12:43,133 ** 1549 01:12:48,067 --> 01:12:50,100 ** 1550 01:12:55,067 --> 01:12:57,067 ** 1551 01:13:02,067 --> 01:13:04,067 ** 1552 01:13:04,067 --> 01:13:07,533 Kathryn: ROB SEEMS TO BE GETTING WORSE AND WORSE, 1553 01:13:07,533 --> 01:13:10,400 AND I'M SO SCARED RIGHT NOW. 1554 01:13:10,400 --> 01:13:12,467 HE SEEMS TO HAVE NO ENERGY, 1555 01:13:12,467 --> 01:13:14,767 AND HE DOESN'T REALLY WANT TO DO ANYTHING. 1556 01:13:14,767 --> 01:13:17,100 GOT IT? 1557 01:13:17,100 --> 01:13:18,433 ALL RIGHT. 1558 01:13:18,433 --> 01:13:20,867 AND HIS HAPPINESS HAS STALLED. 1559 01:13:20,867 --> 01:13:24,500 IT'S LIKE SOMEBODY POPPED A BALLOON FROM HIM, 1560 01:13:24,500 --> 01:13:27,333 AND IT'S BEEN GETTING HARD FOR ME NOT TO BREAK. 1561 01:13:27,333 --> 01:13:29,067 THERE'S BEEN A FEW TIMES THAT I'VE ACTUALLY CONSIDERED 1562 01:13:29,067 --> 01:13:30,567 GOING HOME 1563 01:13:30,567 --> 01:13:33,400 BECAUSE NOTHING IS WORKING ON MY END. 1564 01:13:33,400 --> 01:13:36,500 AND NOW WITH HIM FEELING THE WAY HE'S FEELING, 1565 01:13:36,500 --> 01:13:39,633 I DON'T HAVE THE CAPACITY TO BE POSITIVE FOR BOTH OF US. 1566 01:13:39,633 --> 01:13:42,167 I'M HAVING A HARD ENOUGH TIME WITH MYSELF, 1567 01:13:42,167 --> 01:13:44,800 SO I JUST DESPERATELY WANT HIM TO START TRYING MORE 1568 01:13:44,800 --> 01:13:46,900 AND TO DO WHAT HE'S SUPPOSED TO DO TO GET BETTER. 1569 01:13:46,900 --> 01:13:47,933 [ KNOCKING AT DOOR ] 1570 01:13:49,300 --> 01:13:51,167 THERAPY. HI! 1571 01:13:51,167 --> 01:13:52,633 HI. HOW ARE YOU? 1572 01:13:52,633 --> 01:13:53,867 ALL RIGHT. HOW ARE YOU? 1573 01:13:53,867 --> 01:13:56,467 IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU DRESSED AND READY TO GO. 1574 01:13:56,467 --> 01:13:58,300 [ LAUGHS ] YOU READY? YEAH. 1575 01:13:58,300 --> 01:13:59,600 OKAY. LET'S DO IT. 1576 01:13:59,600 --> 01:14:02,500 IT'S ALL YOU. YOU GOT IT. 1577 01:14:02,500 --> 01:14:04,133 WE'RE GOING TO GET IN THE HALLWAY. 1578 01:14:04,133 --> 01:14:06,133 IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR KNEE IS GOING TO BUCKLE, LET ME KNOW, 1579 01:14:06,133 --> 01:14:07,533 AND I'LL PULL THE CHAIR UP, OKAY? 1580 01:14:07,533 --> 01:14:09,067 ALL RIGHT. 1581 01:14:09,067 --> 01:14:11,933 I'M DEFINITELY DOUBTING MYSELF MORE, I THINK, 1582 01:14:11,933 --> 01:14:14,433 BECAUSE I'M STILL THINKING ABOUT THE ROAD AHEAD TO HOW LONG 1583 01:14:14,433 --> 01:14:16,900 I HAVE LEFT AND HOW MANY SURGERIES I HAVE LEFT, 1584 01:14:16,900 --> 01:14:19,533 AND I THINK THAT'S REALLY STARTING TO GET TO ME, TOO. 1585 01:14:19,533 --> 01:14:23,267 AND THAT HURTS ME, THAT I'M ADDING MORE STRESS ON KATHRYN, 1586 01:14:23,267 --> 01:14:26,433 AND I HAVE FEAR THAT, ONE DAY, KATHRYN 1587 01:14:26,433 --> 01:14:28,333 IS JUST GOING TO HAVE ENOUGH, AND SHE'S GOING TO LEAVE. 1588 01:14:28,333 --> 01:14:30,600 BUT I'M NOT PREPARED FOR HER TO LEAVE, 1589 01:14:30,600 --> 01:14:33,067 SO I HAVE TO KEEP GOING. 1590 01:14:33,067 --> 01:14:34,267 ALL RIGHT. I GOT TO SIT. 1591 01:14:34,267 --> 01:14:36,267 OKAY. GOOD JOB. 1592 01:14:36,267 --> 01:14:37,467 OH. 1593 01:14:37,467 --> 01:14:40,667 TRYING TO KEEP HIM GOING HAS BEEN DIFFICULT, 1594 01:14:40,667 --> 01:14:42,967 ESPECIALLY WHEN HE'S NOT WILLING TO MEET ME HALFWAY. 1595 01:14:42,967 --> 01:14:46,767 WHETHER IT'S WILLING OR WHETHER HE JUST MENTALLY CAN OR CAN'T, 1596 01:14:46,767 --> 01:14:48,767 I DON'T KNOW WHICH ONE IT IS, 1597 01:14:48,767 --> 01:14:51,200 AND I'M SCARED HIS BODY IS GETTING TO A POINT 1598 01:14:51,200 --> 01:14:54,067 WHERE IT'S JUST NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO GO ON. 1599 01:14:58,267 --> 01:15:00,067 STAND UP AND THEN WALK TO YOUR BED. 1600 01:15:00,067 --> 01:15:01,400 ALL RIGHT, GIVE ME A SEC. 1601 01:15:04,833 --> 01:15:05,933 YOU DID GOOD. 1602 01:15:05,933 --> 01:15:08,433 BUT AT THIS POINT, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. 1603 01:15:08,433 --> 01:15:11,333 WHAT I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT WAS HARD WAS EASY COMPARED 1604 01:15:11,333 --> 01:15:13,800 TO WHAT WE'RE DEALING WITH NOW. 1605 01:15:13,800 --> 01:15:15,067 Robert: I KNOW IT'S HARD ON KATHRYN. 1606 01:15:15,067 --> 01:15:17,267 SHE IS PLAYING THE ROLE OF TRYING TO KEEP ME UP 1607 01:15:17,267 --> 01:15:19,100 TOO AS WELL AS HERSELF. 1608 01:15:19,100 --> 01:15:21,067 I KNOW IT'S TOUGH ON HER, 1609 01:15:21,067 --> 01:15:22,333 AND I'M NOT TRYING TO DO 1610 01:15:22,333 --> 01:15:24,800 THAT PURPOSELY TO HER. 1611 01:15:24,800 --> 01:15:26,233 BYE. BYE. 1612 01:15:29,067 --> 01:15:30,933 MY LIFE, YOU KNOW, NOT ONLY REVOLVES AROUND HER, 1613 01:15:30,933 --> 01:15:34,100 BUT MY LIFE IS PLANNED WITH HER. 1614 01:15:34,100 --> 01:15:38,867 I WOULD BE LOST WITHOUT HER, SO I HAVE TO DO IT FOR HER. 1615 01:15:43,800 --> 01:15:45,833 ** 1616 01:15:49,800 --> 01:15:51,833 ** 1617 01:15:56,633 --> 01:15:58,867 Kathryn: I WOKE UP THIS MORNING, AND THE BEST WAY I COULD PUT IT WAS 1618 01:15:58,867 --> 01:16:01,300 I WAS DISAPPOINTED THAT I WOKE UP. 1619 01:16:01,300 --> 01:16:09,167 I REALLY WAS HOPING THAT IT WAS JUST THE MOST SURREAL NIGHTMARE. 1620 01:16:09,167 --> 01:16:11,133 IT'S NOT. 1621 01:16:11,133 --> 01:16:13,933 AND I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'VE LOST HIM. 1622 01:16:16,067 --> 01:16:17,767 LAST NIGHT, I WAS GETTING READY TO GO, AND HE SAYS, 1623 01:16:17,767 --> 01:16:19,733 "PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME TONIGHT. I DON'T FEEL GOOD. 1624 01:16:19,733 --> 01:16:21,200 I WANT SOMEBODY HERE WITH ME," 1625 01:16:21,200 --> 01:16:23,700 SO WE WERE SITTING THERE, AND HE WAS LOOKING AT ME, 1626 01:16:23,700 --> 01:16:24,967 AND HE SAYS, "I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW," 1627 01:16:24,967 --> 01:16:26,300 HE SAYS, "I DON'T THINK I'M GOING TO MAKE IT 1628 01:16:26,300 --> 01:16:28,400 THROUGH TONIGHT." 1629 01:16:28,400 --> 01:16:29,800 AND I SAID, "OF COURSE YOU'RE GOING... 1630 01:16:29,800 --> 01:16:32,733 YOU'LL BE FINE," AND HE SAID, "WELL, JUST IN CASE," 1631 01:16:32,733 --> 01:16:37,067 HE SAYS, "JUST UNDERSTAND I LOVE YOU, AND I ALWAYS HAVE," 1632 01:16:37,067 --> 01:16:38,200 AND I TOLD HIM. 1633 01:16:38,200 --> 01:16:39,867 I SAID, "I LOVE YOU, TOO," AND WE LAID DOWN 1634 01:16:39,867 --> 01:16:42,100 AND WE WENT TO BED. 1635 01:16:42,100 --> 01:16:43,400 RIGHT AROUND 6:00, YOU KNOW, 1636 01:16:43,400 --> 01:16:45,067 I HEAR HIM SITTING HIMSELF UP, AND I LOOKED AT HIM. 1637 01:16:45,067 --> 01:16:46,233 I SAID, "WHAT'S THE MATTER?" 1638 01:16:46,233 --> 01:16:47,933 HE SAID, "THE PAIN TO MY BACK," AND HE STARTS, 1639 01:16:47,933 --> 01:16:50,400 AND HE FELT LIKE HE WAS HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING. 1640 01:16:50,400 --> 01:16:52,233 SO I HIT THE BUTTON, AND THE NURSE CAME IN, 1641 01:16:52,233 --> 01:16:54,200 AND, YOU KNOW, I WAS TELLING THEM WHAT'S GOING ON. 1642 01:16:54,200 --> 01:16:55,767 AND ALL OF A SUDDEN, HE SAYS, "I CAN'T BREATHE. 1643 01:16:55,767 --> 01:16:57,733 I CAN'T BREATHE." 1644 01:16:57,733 --> 01:16:59,900 I WAS HOLDING HIS HAND. I SAID, "IT'S ALL RIGHT. 1645 01:16:59,900 --> 01:17:01,600 JUST FOCUS ON ME," 1646 01:17:01,600 --> 01:17:06,600 AND HE JUST -- HE KEPT TRYING TO GET A BREATH IN, 1647 01:17:09,233 --> 01:17:13,100 AND THEN HIS EYES JUST WENT BLACK, COMPLETELY DILATED OUT, 1648 01:17:13,100 --> 01:17:15,367 AND HE JUST BEGAN TO FALL BACK, AND I HELD ONTO HIM. 1649 01:17:15,367 --> 01:17:17,067 I SAID, "NO, PLEASE," AND I'M SMACKING HIS HAND. 1650 01:17:17,067 --> 01:17:18,300 I SAID, "PLEASE, NO, DON'T DO THIS," AND I SAID, 1651 01:17:18,300 --> 01:17:20,267 "DON'T DO THIS." 1652 01:17:20,267 --> 01:17:22,067 I KEPT THINKING TO MYSELF. 1653 01:17:22,067 --> 01:17:23,800 I SAID, "I'M NOT WATCHING THIS. 1654 01:17:23,800 --> 01:17:27,133 I CAN'T BE WATCHING THIS," AND HE JUST... 1655 01:17:27,133 --> 01:17:30,667 THAT WAS IT. 1656 01:17:30,667 --> 01:17:36,967 [ Tearfully ] I STILL CAN FEEL HIS HAND, AND I KEEP SEEING HIS FACE. 1657 01:17:36,967 --> 01:17:39,867 AND I REALLY FEEL LIKE I'M JUST TRYING NOT TO FALL TO PIECES 1658 01:17:39,867 --> 01:17:42,567 EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT HIM. 1659 01:17:42,567 --> 01:17:44,433 BUT I ACTUALLY DIDN'T LOSE IT 1660 01:17:44,433 --> 01:17:47,367 UNTIL I WENT TO GO PUT OUR WEDDING RINGS ON 1661 01:17:47,367 --> 01:17:50,533 BECAUSE I FIGURED, "WELL, WE'RE NEVER GOING TO GET A CHANCE. 1662 01:17:50,533 --> 01:17:53,800 AT LEAST LET ME DO IT NOW." 1663 01:17:53,800 --> 01:17:55,900 NEXT YEAR, WE WERE PLANNING TO GET MARRIED 1664 01:17:55,900 --> 01:17:58,700 WHEN HE WAS OKAY AND WALKING AND BETTER, 1665 01:17:58,700 --> 01:18:01,633 AND AGAIN, THAT REALITY HAD TO SET IN THIS MORNING, 1666 01:18:01,633 --> 01:18:04,767 THAT IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. 1667 01:18:04,767 --> 01:18:09,267 EVERYTHING THAT WE WERE PLANNING IS GONE, ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING, 1668 01:18:09,267 --> 01:18:12,567 AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PROCESS THE FACT 1669 01:18:12,567 --> 01:18:17,233 THAT I LOST MY BEST FRIEND AND PERSON 1670 01:18:17,233 --> 01:18:20,633 I WAS SUPPOSED TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH. 1671 01:18:20,633 --> 01:18:24,500 HE WORKED SO HARD AND MADE SO MUCH PROGRESS, 1672 01:18:24,500 --> 01:18:28,367 AND I AM ALWAYS GOING TO BE PROUD OF HIM FOR THAT. 1673 01:18:28,367 --> 01:18:33,067 BUT RIGHT NOW, ALL I CAN DO IS GET THROUGH THE DAY. 1674 01:18:33,067 --> 01:18:36,067 I HAVE TO PICK UP HIS MOM, MARLENE, AND DR. NOW 1675 01:18:36,067 --> 01:18:40,233 REQUESTED TO SEE US, SO WE'RE GOING TO MEET WITH HIM TODAY. 1676 01:18:40,233 --> 01:18:44,467 HIS MOM WAS COMING TO VISIT HIM TO TRY TO RAISE ROB'S SPIRITS, 1677 01:18:44,467 --> 01:18:47,433 AND NOW HE'S GONE. 1678 01:18:47,433 --> 01:18:49,067 AND THE THING THAT KEEPS BREAKING MY HEART 1679 01:18:49,067 --> 01:18:52,567 IS THE FACT THAT SHE MISSED HIM BY HOURS, HOURS. 1680 01:18:59,333 --> 01:19:01,433 ** 1681 01:19:06,367 --> 01:19:08,400 ** 1682 01:19:13,333 --> 01:19:15,367 ** 1683 01:19:20,233 --> 01:19:23,300 [ WEEPING ] 1684 01:19:23,300 --> 01:19:25,467 I'M SO SORRY. 1685 01:19:25,467 --> 01:19:28,900 OH, DON'T BE SORRY. IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. 1686 01:19:28,900 --> 01:19:29,967 IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. 1687 01:19:29,967 --> 01:19:32,100 YES, IT IS. I SHOULD'VE KNOWN. 1688 01:19:32,100 --> 01:19:33,833 I'M SORRY, MA. 1689 01:19:33,833 --> 01:19:37,133 I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOUR SON. 1690 01:19:37,133 --> 01:19:39,867 YOU DID THE BEST YOU COULD. 1691 01:19:39,867 --> 01:19:43,300 IT WAS THE BEST YOU COULD. 1692 01:19:43,300 --> 01:19:46,400 I SHOULD'VE COME SOONER. 1693 01:19:46,400 --> 01:19:48,900 NO, YOU WERE DOING EVERYTHING TO HELP US. 1694 01:19:48,900 --> 01:19:50,833 I KNOW. I'M SORRY. 1695 01:19:50,833 --> 01:19:53,433 OH. I'M SO SORRY. 1696 01:19:53,433 --> 01:19:56,333 NONE OF US DESERVED THIS, CERTAINLY NOT HIM. 1697 01:19:56,333 --> 01:19:57,967 [ SNIFFLES ] 1698 01:20:02,900 --> 01:20:04,933 ** 1699 01:20:09,800 --> 01:20:11,833 ** 1700 01:20:15,233 --> 01:20:17,333 Kathryn: DR. NOW REQUESTED TO SEE US, 1701 01:20:17,333 --> 01:20:20,167 SO WE'RE GOING TO MEET WITH HIM TODAY. 1702 01:20:20,167 --> 01:20:22,267 AND I KNOW I HAVE TO GO AND DO THIS, 1703 01:20:22,267 --> 01:20:24,433 AND I DON'T WANT TO 1704 01:20:24,433 --> 01:20:25,733 BECAUSE IT'S JUST ANOTHER WAY 1705 01:20:25,733 --> 01:20:27,533 OF PROVING IT'S REAL, 1706 01:20:27,533 --> 01:20:29,433 AND I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE REAL. 1707 01:20:34,367 --> 01:20:36,400 ** 1708 01:20:40,833 --> 01:20:42,833 ** 1709 01:20:42,833 --> 01:20:43,867 [ KNOCKING AT DOOR ] 1710 01:20:45,933 --> 01:20:47,967 HELLO. HI, DR. NOWZARADAN. 1711 01:20:47,967 --> 01:20:50,600 DR. NOWZARADAN, MARLENE BUCHEL. 1712 01:20:50,600 --> 01:20:53,000 I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. 1713 01:20:53,000 --> 01:20:57,300 ROBERT HAD A STRUGGLE WITH HIS WEIGHT ALL HIS LIFE, 1714 01:20:57,300 --> 01:21:01,067 AND HE KNEW THAT HE WAS RUNNING AGAINST THE CLOCK, 1715 01:21:01,067 --> 01:21:04,067 AND HIS BODY GAVE UP, BUT HE NEVER DID GIVE UP. 1716 01:21:04,067 --> 01:21:06,133 I KNOW, AND THANK YOU FOR TRYING. 1717 01:21:06,133 --> 01:21:09,600 HE WAS SO EXCITED THAT YOU WERE GOING TO HELP HIM, SO EXCITED. 1718 01:21:09,600 --> 01:21:13,067 I'M VERY GLAD TO HAVE HAD A CHANCE TO MEET HIM 1719 01:21:13,067 --> 01:21:18,067 AND TO KNOW HIM, SO, KATHRYN DOING OKAY? 1720 01:21:18,067 --> 01:21:21,433 SHE'S INCONSOLABLE. 1721 01:21:21,433 --> 01:21:25,867 YEAH, THAT WAS A REALLY BIG LOSS FOR EVERYBODY. 1722 01:21:25,867 --> 01:21:27,967 YES. 1723 01:21:27,967 --> 01:21:30,067 Dr. Nowzaradan: IT IS OBVIOUSLY VERY UNFORTUNATE 1724 01:21:30,067 --> 01:21:33,167 AND SAD RESULT WE HAD WITH ROBERT, 1725 01:21:33,167 --> 01:21:37,067 BUT IF SOMEONE HAD INTERVENED AND HELPED HIM YEARS AGO, 1726 01:21:37,067 --> 01:21:38,900 THIS COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED. 1727 01:21:38,900 --> 01:21:40,900 BUT WE HAVE A SYSTEM TODAY 1728 01:21:40,900 --> 01:21:44,467 THAT TURNS AWAY MOST PATIENTS HIS SIZE, 1729 01:21:44,467 --> 01:21:48,067 AND INSTEAD OF DEALING WITH THEIR ISSUES AND HELPING THEM, 1730 01:21:48,067 --> 01:21:50,133 THEY WOULD RATHER GIVE HIM PAINKILLERS 1731 01:21:50,133 --> 01:21:53,100 AND QUIET THEM UNTIL IT'S TOO LATE. 1732 01:21:53,100 --> 01:21:55,167 AND I THINK, BEFORE ROBERT GOT HERE, 1733 01:21:55,167 --> 01:21:59,267 THE SYSTEM DID THAT TO HIM BECAUSE THERE WAS A SIDE OF HIM 1734 01:21:59,267 --> 01:22:02,967 THAT WAS UPBEAT, DETERMINED, AND POSITIVE. 1735 01:22:02,967 --> 01:22:08,267 I HOPE HIS STORY WILL COME OUT AND SHOW EVERYBODY WHO HE WAS 1736 01:22:08,267 --> 01:22:10,067 AND HOW HARD HE HAD TRIED... 1737 01:22:10,067 --> 01:22:12,200 YES. ...AND WILL BE INSPIRATION 1738 01:22:12,200 --> 01:22:13,567 FOR OTHER PEOPLE. 1739 01:22:13,567 --> 01:22:15,533 NICE TO MEET YOU. THANK YOU SO MUCH. 1740 01:22:15,533 --> 01:22:17,667 CALL ME ANYTIME YOU NEED ANYTHING, OKAY? 1741 01:22:17,667 --> 01:22:18,967 [ Tearfully ] THANK YOU, DR. NOWZARADAN. 1742 01:22:18,967 --> 01:22:21,300 I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING YOU DID FOR US. 1743 01:22:21,300 --> 01:22:22,300 WELL... 1744 01:22:22,300 --> 01:22:23,600 YOU AT LEAST GAVE HIM HOPE AGAIN. 1745 01:22:23,600 --> 01:22:25,467 YEAH. THANK YOU SO MUCH. 1746 01:22:25,467 --> 01:22:26,500 ALL RIGHT. 1747 01:22:26,500 --> 01:22:28,167 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING. 1748 01:22:28,167 --> 01:22:30,200 YOU'RE WELCOME. 1749 01:22:30,200 --> 01:22:32,433 I'LL SEE Y'ALL LATER, OKAY? 1750 01:22:32,433 --> 01:22:33,867 THANK YOU, DR. NOW. OKAY. 1751 01:22:38,433 --> 01:22:43,800 Dr. Nowzaradan: PEOPLE CAN SIT BACK AND JUDGE, BUT TO OVERCOME THE THINGS 1752 01:22:43,800 --> 01:22:47,967 ROBERT WAS TRYING TO DO ISN'T EASY. 1753 01:22:47,967 --> 01:22:50,867 BUT WE REMEMBER PEOPLE FOR THEIR FIGHT, 1754 01:22:50,867 --> 01:22:53,467 NOT FOR THEIR WEAKNESSES. 1755 01:22:53,467 --> 01:22:56,967 AND ROBERT BATTLED ADDICTION AND LOST, 1756 01:22:56,967 --> 01:23:01,600 BUT HE DIDN'T GIVE UP BECAUSE THERE IS NEVER A GOOD REASON 1757 01:23:01,600 --> 01:23:04,100 TO GIVE UP ON LIFE. 1758 01:23:06,367 --> 01:23:08,400 ** 1759 01:23:13,333 --> 01:23:15,367 ** 1760 01:23:17,733 --> 01:23:22,567 Kathryn: ROB'S HEART WAS SO BIG THAT HIS BODY COULDN'T CONTAIN IT. 1761 01:23:22,567 --> 01:23:23,667 I USED TO TELL HIM THAT ALL THE TIME. 1762 01:23:23,667 --> 01:23:25,067 I SAID, "THE REASON YOU'RE A BIG GUY 1763 01:23:25,067 --> 01:23:28,500 IS BECAUSE YOU HAVE TOO MUCH LOVE FOR EVERYBODY, 1764 01:23:28,500 --> 01:23:31,633 DOESN'T FIT YOUR HEART." 1765 01:23:31,633 --> 01:23:33,367 HE SHOULD BE HERE. 1766 01:23:33,367 --> 01:23:34,767 WE SHOULD BE GETTING MARRIED NEXT YEAR 1767 01:23:34,767 --> 01:23:38,633 AND BE HAVING A FAMILY, 1768 01:23:38,633 --> 01:23:42,333 AND THERE'LL NEVER BE THAT CHANCE NOW. 1769 01:23:42,333 --> 01:23:43,567 KEEP TELLING MYSELF, 1770 01:23:43,567 --> 01:23:46,733 "THIS HAS TO BE REALLY JUST REALLY BAD DREAM," 1771 01:23:46,733 --> 01:23:49,300 AND IT'S JUST NOT. 1772 01:23:49,300 --> 01:23:50,700 IT'S REALITY. 1773 01:23:53,500 --> 01:23:56,267 ALTHOUGH I'VE ONLY BEEN HERE ON THIS EARTH FOR 33 YEARS, 1774 01:23:56,267 --> 01:23:59,367 I CAN EASILY SAY THAT I'VE NEVER MET ANYONE LIKE ROB. 1775 01:23:59,367 --> 01:24:01,367 HE WAS EXCITING, HE WAS LOVING, 1776 01:24:01,367 --> 01:24:04,567 HE WAS ROMANTIC, AND HE WAS, ABOVE ALL, MY BEST FRIEND. 1777 01:24:04,567 --> 01:24:07,533 I CAN ONLY SAY THAT THIS WORLD DIDN'T JUST LOSE A GOOD MAN, 1778 01:24:07,533 --> 01:24:09,633 BUT IT WAS ROBBED OF A GREAT MAN, 1779 01:24:09,633 --> 01:24:11,733 AND MY HEART WENT WITH HIM. 1780 01:24:11,733 --> 01:24:14,067 TO SEE YOU ALL HERE, MANY OF YOU WEARING ROB'S FAVORITE COLOR, 1781 01:24:14,067 --> 01:24:16,367 ORANGE, IT IS WARMING MY HEART, AND I KNOW, 1782 01:24:16,367 --> 01:24:18,600 IF HE WERE HERE TO SEE YOU, 1783 01:24:18,600 --> 01:24:22,133 HE'D BE SO HONORED TO CALL YOU ALL HIS FAMILY. 1784 01:24:22,133 --> 01:24:24,067 [ Voice breaking ] THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMING. 1785 01:24:24,067 --> 01:24:26,067 ** 1786 01:24:30,733 --> 01:24:33,467 THANK YOU. THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL. 1787 01:24:33,467 --> 01:24:34,967 GOOD JOB. 1788 01:24:34,967 --> 01:24:38,867 FOR ROBERT'S LEGACY, I WOULD LIKE PEOPLE TO REMEMBER THAT, 1789 01:24:38,867 --> 01:24:41,767 AS BIG AS HIS WEIGHT AND HIS BODY, 1790 01:24:41,767 --> 01:24:44,500 HE HAD THE BIGGEST LOVING HEART. 1791 01:24:44,500 --> 01:24:49,067 AND I HOPE THAT PEOPLE WHO ARE IN ROBERT'S SITUATION 1792 01:24:49,067 --> 01:24:52,067 DON'T LET IT GO AS LONG AS HE DID, 1793 01:24:52,067 --> 01:24:55,433 BECAUSE HE CAME TO THE POINT OF NO RETURN. 1794 01:24:55,433 --> 01:24:58,900 AND EVEN THOUGH HE BLAMED HIMSELF FOR IT, 1795 01:24:58,900 --> 01:25:02,200 HE REALLY NEEDED HELP. 1796 01:25:02,200 --> 01:25:03,767 Kathryn: NO MATTER HOW BAD THINGS GOT, 1797 01:25:03,767 --> 01:25:06,433 THERE WAS ALWAYS SOME LIGHT OF HOPE FOR HIM. 1798 01:25:06,433 --> 01:25:09,933 HE HELD ON AS BEST AS HE COULD TO A DREAM OF A FUTURE 1799 01:25:09,933 --> 01:25:11,933 TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE A FAMILY, 1800 01:25:11,933 --> 01:25:13,233 WHICH WAS HIS ULTIMATE GOAL. 1801 01:25:13,233 --> 01:25:14,633 I LOVE YOU, TOO. 1802 01:25:14,633 --> 01:25:19,767 AND THANKS TO DR. NOW GIVING HIM A CHANCE, HE FOUGHT EVEN HARDER, 1803 01:25:19,767 --> 01:25:22,700 KNOWING THERE WAS THAT LIGHT AT THE TUNNEL. 1804 01:25:22,700 --> 01:25:24,933 AND HE ALWAYS HAD THAT DREAM, 1805 01:25:24,933 --> 01:25:27,267 AND HE JUST KEPT BELIEVING THAT, 1806 01:25:27,267 --> 01:25:28,567 MAYBE ONE DAY, HE'D GET THERE.